Snuff and Torture Porn Make Me Uncomfortable. · 10:41pm Sep 22nd, 2015
Snuff and sexualized torture porn make me uncomfortable. I know that 99 out of 100 of the people consuming, commissioning, and producing these works do so harmlessly to fulfill fantasies. I'm familiar with fetishes, and some of my own come dangerously close to overlapping with those I decry. I am not calling for censorship or shaming or anything. It just unnerves me that some humans (usually male, and usually through no fault of their own; our brains are weird) are turned on by extinguishing and tormenting life.
I agree, I'm a middle aged woman and torture turns me on .
It's not the actual ending of life that I enjoy, otherwise my own conscience would have me sign into a psych ward somewhere to get some "help". However, in fiction, enough of my brain understands that this isn't real for the logic center in my brain to pass such an act as acceptable. I can then enjoy the strange wiring that derives pleasure from the observing of such an act. This is probably how vore works. While I often fantasize about being consumed and occasionally digested, I would still probably fight for my life if I ever found myself inside the mouth of anything.
Further thoughts via Facebook crossposting:
In all the years I have spent online, seeing terrible, horrible things and becoming inured to them, the one thing that still brings me to my knees is the thought of the snuff porn I saw once. :(
3412901 like actually snuff as opposed to drawn or animated?
You have to dive deeper, but not too deep!
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Yeah.
I don't wanna give you any more details than that, though. :(
3413051 while I am morbidly curious, I will refrain from pressing you.
I think Imma look at cute pony pictures now.
oh boy, Fall of Equestria really leaves you reeling huh?
3413347 Fall of Equestria is stupid but not even THAT disgusting. This was spurred by wandering into that weird part of Derpibooru.
You want gorn? Go read Brony Stories' 100 Days of Blueblood.
Yup, some messed up shit man. In my opinion torture and death ain't cool, I'm not gonna lessen that stuff by saying when it's fictitious that it's fine.
3416500 some creepy asphyxiation stuff, actually.