One of my poems

Laying here, on this bed
Surrounded by darkness
Having nothing to hold
Feeling like I'm falling

Horrible images playing through my head
As I fall through this abyss
The temperature is very cold
Nobody is calling

My blood is red
His non existent lips giving me a kiss
Trying to grab a hold
But I am still falling

Fell to the bottom
I didn't wake up
I laid there in a ball
Crying from a nightmare

I finally wake up
Was it a dream
Was it real
I look around the room

Seeing nothing has changed
I get out of bed
I walk into the kitchen
And I realize...

I'm still all alone....