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Confession · 2:29am Jul 30th, 2015
Hey everyone, I have a confession to make. I want to explain why so may of my stories have so much grammar and spelling errors, no it's not because I have bad proofreaders and editors, they are the best and have been wonderful to work with. I'm Dyslexic! So yeah, that's it. I have a reading disability. I discovered it about two or three years ago, I it was my English who told my mom to get me tested for it. So she did and well I am. I never told anyone, but except my closest friends. I never told anyone because all through school I was bullied. The reason I was bullied was because I am a half white and black, and I went to literally an all white school. I was called freak, monster, ect you think it more than then likely I was called it. Anyway the other reason I was call these things was because I have a rear heart condition I've had since birth. Long story short, in normal people language for those like me who have no idea what doctor's say half the time, my pulmonary artery was backwards at birth meaning I could not breath. I wasn't suppose to live but somehow I did, I say God.
Anyway, because of this bulling I never really socialized with anyone outside my family, and even then just a few. I turned to games as an outlet because I felt I could do anything there, I was the hero not the weak little kid. Even that was taken from me by my classmates that bullied me. Years later I would eventually snap and become a cold hateful person that my classed feared and questioned why I hated them all. I would always answer then and say they created the monster I had become, but I in reality I helped give it life. Long story short, I eventually got over my issues and became the blut sarcastic person I am today.
Wow I really got off topic didn't I? Oh well, I needed to vent anyway and it probably helped you all knew about this anyway. The bullying was kinda the reason I feel into the fandom. I could connect with people like me and I saw I wasn't alone. So yeah, I'm Dyslexic, that does not mean I can't read I can I just struggle with some words and spelling sometimes! Judge me, hate me, unfollow me, I don't really care. I'm sorry for those who feel the need to bash me because of grammar/ spelling mistakes. I'm sorry I can't see them, but ease up I'm doing the best I can. Still have a problem with it and want to bash go ahead, but I have a question for you. Why are you on a site, part of a fandom, that's suppose to be about equality and understanding when you get you kicks from bashing other people you don't know for something they pored their heart out to make? Wow I really need to vent! Anyway's I did this because I talked about it to my girlfriend, Alyssaambrose, who was struggle with something similar thing. She told me that it would help if I did this and to not worry what you all think. So yeah that's it. Sorry about the rant
. Anyway thanks for reading this I feel better now. Well Goodnight/morning/afternoon, God Bless, Spartan out!
it's alright. Everyone is different. it's what makes us who we are.
3281021 Thanks that how I see things now.
Good job you have done well young padwan
3281031 Padawan? I am a Master!
3281038 *sticks tongue out
3281044 *stick tongue out at you
3281048 come at me, bro!!
3281051 Nah *put away red light saber.
3281055 *puts away phaser and grenades
Similar story here i have a.d.d and i discovered it after in kindergarden i threw a chair at my teacher who called me a retard who belongs in special ed so my mom got me tested and i found out i had a.d.d and a bit of d.g.s.s (dont give a shit syndrome) which later made me socially awkward and in middle school i had the opposite problem i was one of maybe 4 white people and a known republican which for less informed people made me racist and whenever i called someone who was a shade darker than me an idiot it was racist because i was white (and none of the morons saw the hypocrisy in that!) Not to mention i has asma so i sucked at sports so i was just a big target for bullying and had no friends eventually i blew up hurt one of them nearly got expelled and was ignored by everyone feared to be a dangerous retard turning to world of warcraft as an outlet (fun fact i spent so much time on wow i actually lost weight). In high school i got actual friends (both in irl and xbox live) who introduced me to mlp and i mellowed out just letting go of my anger and bitter at those jackass wigers who are probably getting their asses kicked by real gangsters. But I'm still judged as a big scary dangerous retard it doesn't help I'm pale despite living in Hawaii almost 6ft tall with voice that sounds like I'm the teenage son of masterchief and that I'm socially awakard and a bit of an recluse but a few people who got know me especially in my acting class describe me as a teddy bear
I think it's a good thing to vent this out so that it all isn't just building up within you and I also hope you feel better.
3285181 Oh I do. They ll found out how I felt when I exploded and told them off, but they seen me s joking and said they were only messing with me.