• Member Since 11th May, 2012
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Spazzy Jamz


I'm a 22 year old musician from Jackson, Ohio. I like to read, write, and play video games in my spare time. I'm happily taken. Short and sweet.

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  • 311 weeks
    Another Distracting Blog Post

    Hey guys! I'm currently starting work on the next chapter of "The Trouble With Fillies". I would have started earlier, but the internet at my apartment was on the fritz for a few days and trying to write on my phone is a huge pain in the ass. I've been keeping tabs on your feedback to the first chapter, which has been nothing short of amusing and refreshing. Thank you guys for throwing those

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  • 312 weeks
    New Story Synopsis!

    Okay guys, time to spill about the next story I'll be working on! It will be a side-story to Making Adjustments, focusing heavily on Spike and the antics that surrounded him involving the Cutie Mark Crusaders. Coming soon...

    "The Trouble With Fillies"

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  • 312 weeks
    Quick At-Work Update!

    As the title suggests, I'm currently at work, so I'll give you guys a short-but-sweet update.

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  • 312 weeks
    Back to Work!

    Hello, everyone! You'll be pleased to know that I am typing this from my laptop, and you'll probably be more pleased to know that I have already started work on the next chapter of Making Adjustments! I've decided, with input from you guys, to do a time-skip from the encounter with Swift Gleam to the night of the Fourth Annual Ponyville Ball. It's the perfect way to bring this story back to

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  • 312 weeks
    Progress Soon?!

    Hello, everyone! Sorry for the lack of updates as of late. I went to Warped Tour in Cuyahoga Falls on Thursday, which is a cool four-hour drive from my home, so I've been trying to take it easy. But I do have an update that you guys may like to hear!

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Jul
22nd
2015

To Hell and Back: My Time Away · 1:25pm Jul 22nd, 2015

So, this blog post is basically gonna explain what I've been up to during my absence. Covering the span of two years isn't gonna be easy, but I'll do the best I can to sum it all up.

First and foremost, the reason I took a break to begin with was the separation of my former fiance and I. It was a mutual thing, but it didn't make it hurt any less. I stayed single for a few months until another woman entered my life. We instantly fell madly in love with eachother and, despite our 6 year age difference, we were the happiest couple anyone could have personally known.

But it wasn't until a year and a half later that we, too, went our separate ways. Unlike the last relationship, this one nearly killed me. I instantly fell into a pit of depression to the point where I was damaging myself not only physically, but psychologically. I engaged in self-harm, I drank myself unconscious on a nearly daily basis, and even had a few times where I was abusing drugs. There would be weeks at a time that I never left my apartment for reasons other than work. I had stooped so low on myself that suicide was a recurring thought.

Luckily for me, a few months ago, she had come to me once more and asked for forgiveness and a second chance. Things have made a drastic turnaround since then and we are now stronger than ever.

As a side note, I know I'm no professional counselor, but I've lived through a lot of rough patches and I want to help others in similar situations. I'd like to let all of you know that if you're having a rough time and need someone to talk to about it, my inbox is always open. Feel free to send me a message and, if needed, I'll supply you with other means of contacting me. Nobody should have to shoulder this life alone, and as the caring community we are, we need to be able to lean on one another. I'm more than happy to help.

As far as music goes, I had been participating in multiple bands, ranging from melodic prog rock to garage punk. Sadly, all of these groups imploded on themselves. Be it feuding between band members to as far as members having affairs with eachother, they all ended abruptly and sometimes violently. I'm currently no longer with a specific group, but I'm still chasing the dream I had since I was 14. Nothing will stop me from achieving it.

I've gotten new tattoos, I've gotten a new job, and I'm slowly working into this thing called adulthood. My writing, aside from FimFiction, has ceased for a while, but I'm hoping that with my return to this, I can try to write more again.

All in all, it's been a hell of a rollercoaster for me these past couple years, and once I get a new computer, you guys better be ready. Buckle up your seatbelts, kids. The ride continues and it's gonna be better than ever.

You'll see the ending of "Making Adjustments", which I hope to bring to a very good close. Also, I plan on working on the side story to said title, focusing more on Spike's antics with the CMC and bringing the entire saga together. There may even be more in the works, so stay tuned!

Finally, thank you so much for your support, understanding, and patience. I look forward to writing more enjoyable tales for you, my amazing readers. I'm completely in your debt and I can't wait to hear from you soon.

With warm regards,

Spazzy Jamz

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Comments ( 3 )

It's good to hear that you're getting better. Hug.

3259923 *hugs* Thank you. :pinkiesmile:

That's some rough patches you've been through, glad to hear you're back on track and that stuff's looking up again!
Here's to it continuing along the same path!
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Heck, you're all right, and you're eventually continuing one of the earliest stories I read on this site?
Today is a good day.
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