• Member Since 20th Sep, 2012
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Pyromaniac


Back after being in a coma for four years. Call me Henry, I write about horses with multiple personalities and anxiety.

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  • 180 weeks
    I didn't disappear again, I promise

    This year sucked.

    I've just been trying to cope. I'm in and out of various kinds of episodes. Quarantine has me fucked up. The last week has me in some fucked up relapse and I've been forgetting the days. I keep have fits of rage because I can't remember what year it is. I hate this.

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  • 223 weeks
    Things slowly get easier

    My birthday is in a few weeks, and it's surreal. I'm going to be 20, but I still feel like a child. I guess that comes with the territory of lost time

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  • 224 weeks
    It's been hard

    I've been in and out of consciousness the past week. Everything's been rather hard, my schizophrenia has had a flareup and it's hard to get out of bed when I'm having delusions and hallucinations again. I haven't been in control very often the past few days, it's mostly been the adults in control, I guess

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  • 225 weeks
    Oh...

    It's 30 minutes to midnight.

    Our fiance fell asleep, so I'm totally alone.

    I've been crying nonstop, and having urges to self-harm again honestly

    This is horrible. I feel horrible

    I just want to fall asleep for a few days until I feel better...

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  • 225 weeks
    In case I don't make it to midnight

    I was really excited for the new year. Especially for the new decade, and I didn't think I would be

    ....then everyone I know had a bad new year. And people started telling me they felt awful that it was a new decade, and they missed the past, etc

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Jul
6th
2015

So, I guess I couple things · 2:25pm Jul 6th, 2015

Last night I felt pretty scared over this, but now I feel really happy.

So I suppose this is a coming out.

Heh.

I dunno, how many of you know, if I ever mentioned it or anything, but I'm pansexual. Not anything too exciting or important.

The other thing is I am genderfluid. It's been something I've been considering for a while now, and it feels right.

I guess the best explanation is I tend to slide around from female to androgynous, if that makes sense.

I don't bind my chest, and I don't want to get an operation or anything.

Rip is okay with all of this, and I'm so glad and love him so much.

So yea, that's just stuff I've learned about myself.

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Comments ( 1 )

freedom is after all the right of all sentient beings. a persons body and what they choose to do with it or classify it as, is their business. our job as fellow humans imo should be to respect their decisions, no matter how obnoxious or ignorant. so long as it isn't messing with other people that is.

uh oh im being too serious.

dickbutt.

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