GOD I HATE MYSELF. · 4:00am Jun 12th, 2015
OK, so I'm gonna come clean with you guys for a moment... And no, this is not a thing where I'm gonna talk about revoking my submission. Again. This is different. This is merely an issue with my writing.
You see, I haven't updated my story for nearly two months. That's fine and all, since I've had school and everything, but the reason it's taken so long is because I keep redoing the plot I wanna do for the wedding. At first, it was gonna be one thing, and then it became another, and now I'm on my third rewrite, and honestly I'm angry because normally everything flows so naturally but right now everything's a jumbled mess. I figured out what I wanna do, but I'm so unmotivated to finish it off. God, why can't I force myself to write and get over my lethargic nature?
You know what, I'm gonna do this. I'm gonna do this, and I'm gonna force myself to finish this outline AT LEAST. Because I owe myself and you guys that.
Also, I might do something special if I reach 900 followers. That's a thing that might happen.
I'm gonna do this whether I like it or not. Also, expect a lot of gay ponies in the coming chapters.
SO we'll have an influx of gay ponies, just in time roughly for a Supreme Court Ruling on the Subject of gay marriage here in the USA, perfect timing I suppose.
I'm wagering that the Supreme Court will support it at least 5-4 and quite possibly 6-3.
Hmm...Need to make another 10 profiles and follow you specifically just to get you the hurdle.
Maybe you just need someone to bounce ideas off of and see how they take it?
we got the tagging system sometime earlier this week. praise knighty
Hon, don't know if you noticed, but you've already got 893 gay ponies following you.
Seriously, your stories are all so uplifting and light! How could we not be gay? Why, I'd argue that we're some of the gayest ponies (zebras, griffons, et al.) around! If only we could find 7 more, why then we'd all be twice as gay!
What's everybody looking at?
Don't feel bad! Sometimes I deconstruct and reconstruct an upcoming plot line dozens of times before settling on a final path. Also, gay ponies? I'm there!
It's alright.
I feel the same way too you know? I have fics I haven't updated in months and YEARS, even when people are begging me too. Yet I'm so ashamed because of all the rewrites.
Whatever happens, I support you. Thanks for all the effort you're putting into this. Good luck.
There are many reasons to hate oneself, dear. Writers block and jumbled inspiration are not among them.
Annoyance at oneself, maybe, but not hatred.