MClose Bonds
MLP: FiM
Romance
Slice of Life
A second-person telling of Ivan's day-to-day life in his ragtag relationship with Rainbow. Ragtag, because what they have is far from ideal. But that's what makes it enjoyable, right?
Sex
Second Person
Human
Alt. Universe
Rainbow Dash
Scootaloo
OC
Sneaky · 162k words · 885 85 · 14k views

Chills, pills, and coughing never stopping · 1:55am May 28th, 2015

TL;dr for people who have better things to do: I'm fucking sick. I can't write coherently right now. Don't expect updates for a little while.

So I went to the doctor's today, and guess what they gave me? More pills, another pamphlet on bronchitis, and an xray. As if I didn't have enough of the first two.

I've been sick since march. Choking on my fluids in the morning and puking half of my meals out has become daily routine. All because some idiot came to school with whooping cough.

I honestly thought I was getting better. Sure, I'd had a few relapses, but none of them were horrible, really. It seemed like for every one step back I took, I would take at least two forward.

And then, over the weekend, every symptom you could possibly throw in there came at me. 102 degree fever, dizziness, and even my eyes felt like they were clogged up with snot. My fucking eyeballs.

I think the last time I ate was yesterday. I had a peanut butter sandwich, I think. Somehow managed to hold it down. I'm hungry but at the same time I feel like I'll just throw up whatever I manage to shove down my throat. I've definitely lost weight. Eight pounds initially, and that was when I could still eat.

I would write, but I don't think I could concentrate that long. I've looked at what I've written for my english homework, and... fuck, I hope that guy understands. My teacher, I mean. Everything feels like a fever dream. I keep forgetting things. I literally had amnesia on my way to the doctor's. Fifteen seconds was all, but that fifteen seconds fucking scared me.

I'm sure the pills will help. Just like all the rest of the medicines have, right?

And if you didn't read all of my sob story, at least you'll get the jist of what's happening. I can't write right now, and I'm sorry. If I'm in a clearer state of mind and don't have some pile of papers awaiting me, I'll do it. I'd fucking love to. Summer's coming up, and seeing as how I might be trapped inside all day anyway for the majority of my vacation, I'm sure I'll be able to make up for lost time then.

Report Sneaky · 373 views · Story: Close Bonds ·

Comments ( 12 )

Viewing 1 - 50 of 12
- Newest First
- Oldest First

Jazzaman

Jazzaman #1 · May 28th, 2015 · · ·

tl;dr sneaky is dying, everyone spam close bonds comment section with bizarre ideas and lets see if in his drugged up state he puts any of it in!

Frosty the Batty

Frosty the Batty #2 · May 28th, 2015 · · ·

Wow, fuck... just... don't rush to get better, ot anything like that. Take all the time you need to get better. Sokething tells me you'll need all the time in the world at this point. Go rest easy, and best of wishes for your well-being.

Gingerbass