Spike's resentment of Rarity & 60 followers! · 11:23pm Jul 19th, 2012
In my upcoming prelude, Spike has a growing resentment towards Rarity for her patience and sacrifice in the face of his increasing violence.
I think this will work as a strong point to push Spikes' descent into irrational self-loathing.
what are your thoughts?
have questions?
also
60 Followers!
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I care Magnum, I do.
Anyways, why would he show resentment? Wouldn't he be appreciative of her handling his draconic nature so well?
239089 well...it's not that simple. When you harm someone you love and they just smile and bear it comes off as them enabling you to hurt them, especially in Spikes case where he is blames himself for what he cannot control.
Dunno about the 'irrational' self-loating part, actually.
Spike is a pretty smart guy, all things considered, and I think it'd be all the more poignant if he realized what was going on, the psychological processes involved and all that, and it's rational self-loathing. He just can't help it because of instincts and the like, which adds in the bitter taste of being nothing more than a weak-willed piece of scum that hurts the one person said piece of scum holds dear.
Slight exageration from what would be Spike's perspective, but then again, not really. In the throngs of passion, one comes to hate oneself quite promptly.
Or so I believe, anyway.
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hmm...good point...it's not so simple to sum up in words.
Congratulations!
You know I'm excited to read it!
239191 any questions?
239195 Is it up yet?
60 followers? I remember when I had more followers than you.
Good job!!!
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NOPE
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But How? You wrote way more than I did!
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239209 well, I haven't really written this summer, and you keep people interested with facts about the Draconomachi universe in your blog posts.
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it'd be more interesting if I actually updated faster.
239207 dl.dropbox.com/u/31471793/FiMFiction/emoticons/sillyfilly_Sweetie_Belle.png Oh come on! lol
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trust me you don't want wanna see what I've got down it's ugly as all get out.
I'll slip you a bit of the first paragraph...later on tonight.
239364 Ok... and teh money will be deposited in your account... but you didn't hear it from me...
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Excellent.
Spike hating Raruty? Sign me up, SIGN ME UP NOW!!!! And in the words of Sweetie Belle from the CMC....."YES!"
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It was never meant to be easy, but then again, it's the kind of subject you can REALLY expand upon xD
The inner turmoils of a character is perhaps the easiest thing to expand upon, imo.
If only pages and pages of psychological description didn't get old after a while, it'd be way easier to write, heh.