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Three-Patch-Problem


I am the Element of Surprise! I love to write, sketch and design cool stuff. I also love pie, cats(though I'm terribly allergic), butterflies, and owls. Derpy is my spirit animal.

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Apr
14th
2015

I'm Going to Receive Counseling · 5:53pm Apr 14th, 2015

I'm going to get therapy!

So, for those of you who don't know (and for readers of Discordant Harmony, I've been down in the dumps lately, haven't been able to sleep, eat, most importantly write. I've been really depressed lately, and more neurotic and nervous than a Woody Allen character.
And while I've dealt with depression and suicidal thoughts since I was 7, it's gotten worse lately.
Thoughts of my family members dying in horrible ways, wanting to kill myself, insomnia, crying at night.

I've been just sitting around at night, watching Markiplier and Nostalgia Critic.
I've felt worse than ever before one night, and I was watching Good Will Hunting, and I got to the "It's not your fault" scene.
I started weeping. Everything I held in at that point spilled out.

Then the next morning my sister (we'll call her Ian) and I just started telling her everything.
It just came out, and my mom listened in on our conversation and Ian started yelling out "Patch needs therapy!"
So now I'm going to a psychologist next week.

I've had problems asking for help (If I ask for help here, it's after four hours of backspacing) because I fear how others will react.
I just feel weak doing it, I feel vulnerable.

It's taken all year, so I'm excited.
Maybe I might start feeling better after going to therapy.

Sorry to my readers who have wanted to read what happens next, I just can't write when I'm depressed.

In other news, I've read and watched One Flew Over the Cuckoo's Nest, which was awesome! Now on my favorite books of all time list.
Man on the Moon was also good. So was Roxanne.

And my mom has agreed to buy me Edward Scissorhands and The Fisher King (possibly) for my birthday next month.
Two of my favorite films!
(for those of you who've just started following, I'm in high school)

I'm just thrilled.

This is the fabulous Miss Patch, looking forward to next week.
Over and out.
:pinkiesmile:

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Comments ( 3 )

*hugs*

I'm happy for you Patches. I know you have been going through a lot so I hope this helps! :twilightsmile:

2983422 *crosses fingers* Here's to hoping.:twilightsmile:

*hug*
Yay, I'm so happy for you dear. I really hope it'll help you!:pinkiehappy:

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