• Member Since 25th Mar, 2014
  • offline last seen August 3rd


Will I ever fully come back? Maybe. Not right now though. We vibing though. PM if ya want? Might take a bit to reply. [they/them/xey/xem/it]

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  • 4 weeks
    lol hi

    y'all who still watch for me to update stuff are nerds
    it's kinda sweet tho :heart:

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  • 109 weeks
    kinda follow up (katie love i'm so sorry i'm not in bed yet-) to last blog

    i've spent literal hours looking for the drama in my blog posts and looking at it and reading it?

    oh i was definitely jealous but not in the way they thought i was dndsjk
    babey gay didn't realize they were crushing hard on their best friend

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  • 109 weeks
    you ever miss old friends

    even ones you're not friends w anymore?

    hate that feeling

    there's also another friend but like
    idek if we're still actually friends we barely talk and i was going through her old blog posts and found our old drama and that shit hurted
    and it kinda
    makes me wonder whether we were friends again in the first place

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  • 112 weeks

    i was supposed to come back for nigh 24 hours for my birthday lmao

    And Then I Didn't Do That

    happy pride month tho

    i can't believe i got so bored i remembered i was supposed to be on over a month ago jkskjdasj

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  • 124 weeks
    what the fuck it's my fimversary

    why is that even still in my calendar

    feel free to leave questions ig? i'm likely gonna be super bored later [unless some stuff happens idk] so i'll prob pop on again and answer them [i'd also be down to just like, conversing or smth]

    also like
    what are we feeling for what to do while i'm here all day in May? i have no plans it some times it feels like it's coming fast haha

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QAQ · 2:55pm Apr 2nd, 2015

I've been having suicidal thoughts lately... Long-buried memories resurfacing, nightmares, school... I already wrote a note to my family for if I do... I just want to know who on here still cares about me... *sigh* Unless you aren't very active, I hope all my followers say something...
Update: Chaotic Blaze has successfully talked me out of doing it anytime soon... fluffy will be back to normal by Monday. ^~^

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Maybe because trust me, you never realize how much you love someone, until they're gone. My cousin, age 13, died Febuary 2014 and I still miss him like hell. I didnt even know him that well. Just saying, your family might grieve once your gone. I isa my brother who is thankfully not dead,but he's in Boot camp.

But tomorrow is a very sad day for my family.
One of my younger sisters was born on April 3rd and died shortly after she was born QAQ
I don't wanna live through that pain again...


Well then don't you dare consider doing it.

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