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2006midnight


I am a girl who got into My Little Pony Friendship is Magic 7 years ago. And I've finally decided to try and write fanfics, so...yeah. That's about it. If you ever want to talk feel free to PM me.

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  • 328 weeks
    Stories/Novel

    So, I've been thinking about writing a novel, though I'm having trouble coming up with an idea that I like. If anyone has any ideas they'd like to share, or any stories they always wanted to read, then I'd love to hear them. I'd prefer any ideas, at least for a novel, to be non-MLP, but I'll still take MLP ideas. There's no reason I wouldn't be able to use them for stories here. :twilightsmile:

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  • 350 weeks
    Story Requests?

    So, the next two stories that I want to get written are kinda complicated. One is a poem and I'm having trouble getting it started since I'm a bit of a perfectionist. And the second requires a lot of intricate research into the concept of infinite chess (yes, it's a real thing, look it up if you don't believe me:twilightsmile:), as well as actually playing a game of it against myself which is

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  • 353 weeks
    Weird Realization - Spiders vs. Beetles

    So, about an hour and a half ago, I walked into my bathroom and saw a huge, blood red beetle in the middle of the floor. I panicked and sent a picture to my friend since she's really into animals of all kinds and asked her if it was poisonous (I know, crazy, but I'd never seen a beetle that was this color before). She told me she didn't think it was and to just kill it with something big and

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  • 353 weeks
    Random, But Hilarious

    So, just now I was messing around with a random title generator, since I haven't had too much luck starting my next story. I thought maybe one of the titles it gave me would help me get started. But it gave me this: Two Cold-blooded Uncles Singing to the Beat

    I just can't, like, what???:rainbowhuh::rainbowlaugh::rainbowlaugh::rainbowlaugh::rainbowlaugh:

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  • 354 weeks
    Return, Kinda

    Not sure if anyone even still pays attention to me anymore since I'd kinda disappeared for so long. I never really left, I just stuck to only reading other people's stuff. I'm kinda considering/wondering about maybe writing some more stuff. Don't know if anyone would like that or not, so if you see this, opinions would be appreciated!:twilightsmile:

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Mar
14th
2015

If You Never See Me Again... · 3:29pm Mar 14th, 2015

...then I'm dead...I've had it...I'm sorry to all of you, but...chances are I won't be alive in 10 hours...unless something changes while I'm tutoring, then...this is goodbye...and to HudsonHawk, it's not your fault this time....it's Adri's....I'm sorry.....I'm so sorry.........

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Comments ( 151 )

Hey, don't go, I'm sure we can talk about what's going on.

Come on cheer up!

Please don't do this to us. :fluttercry:

Please don't leave us...

It's a permanent solution to a temporary problem.

please don't go we will all miss you

Midnight, you're one of the best friends I've got here please don't do this, come back to your friends who love you. :fluttercry::heart:

Hey, I know I don't talk that much, but you shouldn't do this. Nothing is worth taking your own life over.

No... NO! Please don't! Please!

Yo, whatever happened isn't worth taking your life over.

Please, don't do it. :fluttercry:

Midnight, don't do it. I'm begging you, please don't.

I know my words don't mean much to you right now, but what happened to you doesn't warrant taking your own life. I love you and a lot of other people here do as well, even if you don't believe it.

I'm sorry I hurt you. I can't help but feel that even if you said it's not my fault, that I contributed to it by hurting you... I never deserved to be forgiven for betraying your trust, because I just kept hurting you because I was blinded by my own pain...

Please... don't do it... please...

Please don't do this. I know things look bad, but you've got to hang on. I know you can. You're stronger than you realize. Please, if anything happens, talk to me. Talk to any of us. We're here for you, no matter what.

Please don't go. We love you. We all love you. :fluttercry:

Please don't ... it WILL get better in the long run. Nothing is worth killing yourself over.

sometimes the world will fuck you and if you do this the world will win don't let it win fuck the world right back or another way to say it is

note replace cave johnson with midnight

Please do not kill yourself. This is cliche but true:

Unless one suffers from a slow painful degenerative fatal disease, suicide is a very permanent solution to temporary problems.

At least call a Suicide-Prevention Hotline. I do not know in which country you reside, but this search almost surely has a number for your country:

Suicide-Prevention HotLines

2877741 *Hugs* Everyone is here for you. Don't forget that.

2877741 that ok and don't ever kill yourself its not wroth it

2877741 Whew, good. We love ya too much. *tight hugs*

2877745 *hugs* I know.....not that I'll ever let anyone in anymore......

2877747 It would be worth it......it definitely would be.....

2877749 *hugs* That's silly.....

2877755 no it won't be wroth it

2877741 How about not ever? I've been in this fandom for almost 3 years, and I've been trying to help people for 12. Each time I lose a person, even if I didn't really know them, it hurts and I die a little inside. But this isn't about me, it's about you, and it you need someone to talk to just let me know.

2877741
(Hugs as tightly as humanly possible)

Thank you... thank you...

2877757 Of course it would be.....


2877760 *hugs*


2877761 *hugs*


2877762 I know I will eventually kill myself.......no matter what I do, I won't ever not be able to want to.....and someday I will.....

2877763 *hugs* I'm still not sure about what to do about yesterday.....

2877769 ok then i will always keep you in my heart as a friend so i guess this is goodbye friend

2877769 not with that attitude, but if you keep looking you'll find a reason to live.

2877777 Uh......I'm not going to kill myself now if that's what you're thinking.....

2877778 What reason could there be? The only reason I haven't done it is because I don't want to hurt the people who do care.....

2877741 I'm so glad you're okay. I know you're having a hard time, but we're here for you. We want to do whatever it takes to help you. We're Bronies. We take care of our own. Always. :heart:

2877796 i know but i am just saying when you do which i hope you don't i will always keep you in my heart as a friend

2877796 You'll find one, be it love or something else.

2877799 It's all right. We're here for you. Remember that. :twilightsmile:

*hugs*

2877769
Whatever happens, I'll respect your decision.

2877755 What do ya mean?

2877818 No.....I won't ever let alone get close enough to me for them to love me that way......

2877820 I know......*hugs*

2877822 Okay.....

2877824 It's silly for people to care about me....

2877797 Once a herdsmate, always a herdsmate

2877833
I really do think you're better than you think you are. You're better than I am.

2877833 It's not silly. Silly is thinking that nobody cares about you. We all love you no matter what. Just look on the bright side of things

2877849
You're not nothing, you're a creator. You write beautiful stuff. If anyone is going to hate themselves, it's going to be me. I hurt you... I hurt you bad... I'm nothing...

2877833 Alright. I'm 29 going on 30 at the end of the month. I've never dated and only had 1 person interested in me back when I was diagnosed with a behavioral disorder. I've wasted most of my life thinking nobody cares about me, and it took me getting shot to see how much my family and friends care.

In short, I don't want to see someone else waste their life like I did.

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