Coming to a Realization · 1:15am Mar 5th, 2015
Today I had a really important realization about myself. For those who didn't know, I had been depressed for roughly two years. I went through a point of suicidal thoughts, always feeling down and lacking energy or motivation, and overall being done with life. Like ya do when depressed, right? But when I really thought it, I started to notice the things that made me depressed really didn't exist. I have food, a roof, a bed, video games, internet, and friends. There are problems, like anyone else has, but nothing that can't be solved with time or a bit of work. So, from today on I'm gonna stop beating myself up about stupid crap and start being happy with what I have, as anyone else should. I want to thank all my friends and viewers for sticking with me and giving me a reason to live during those rough times. I love you guys and I want you to know that. It's been a wild ride, but I'm not ready to get off yet.
This is Blue Breeze signing off.
In the name of league all you need to know is this...is that you have-
*A sudden Garen appears from the bush spinning and screaming* EQUESTRIAAAAAAA!!!
I was gonna say friends but that to
2849997 Go back to the bush, Garen. Laning phase ain't over yet.
2850002 Garen: Forge Onward *heads back to the bush*
Apparently Garen want's you to be happy as well. But at least your feeling okay right now.
Great job. That's a very upbeat way of thinking. I hope it works out well.
Good on you, man. *hug*
2850127 *hug*
That's a good way of looking at things. Always think of depression - or any other problem, really - as just a wall; you can either climb it or give up on getting past it, and friends are always there to boost you up if you choose the former.
2850611 Must've been the Wall of China, considering it took two years to climb, but since everything has calmed down now, I'm pretty confident things will get easier.
What helps me is imagining the lowest material state in which my life is still acceptable. Turns out, I'm well above that level. As long as I am, I have no reasons to think that life isn't acceptable as it is.
It's basically what you realized. Things could be much, much worse. Appreciate what you have.
Definitely realizing the problem is the first step. Now the next is getting your new philosophy into action. Good on ya dude.
I'll be by your side riding shot gun! Whoo whoo!!!
If you ever want to talk, I'm here. Just reach out. It's quite timely, in a way. My next Rule 34 blog post will feature a discussion on the importance of communicating and expressing feelings.
Good on you m8.
2857206 Well, look who's still alive.
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Well I was in the neighborhood, and I happened to drop by and see how my children were doing.
2857758 Nigga, hush.
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Bruh