Happy New Year, or something · 6:55pm Dec 31st, 2014
Hey guys.
Just dropping in to wish everyone a happy new year, or whatever. If you don't believe in new years, that's fine, happy whatever you believe in. I hope 2015 is going to be better than this year. It was probably the shittiest year I've experienced so far, and I think I've experienced like, what, twenty of them? There isn't a lot to look back on for me, and what is notable, isn't even the stuff I want to look back on. Honestly, I feel like crap.
I've been feeling really sad and lonely lately, but I guess that's what I get for staying cooped up inside the house all the time. Then again, it's not like I can do much else, being too scared for school or work. Y'know, when you're a kid, you welcome the day you can spend an entire year sitting at home, but now that I'm actually at that point, it sucks. I want to learn and do new stuff, make friends, be challenged, stuff like that. Sure, I can do all that sitting at home too, but it's just not the same. Doubly so if you have a sickness sitting in the way.
I mean, I haven't even been able to write any pony fiction in over a year. Sure, the drive has waned a bit due to a lack of new official content, but I still have lots of ideas and stories I want to share. This whole thing is being a massive block to everything. But despite that, there's still little bits of support seeping in, and I think that's one of the few things keeping me going right now.
Y'know, I don't know where I'm going with this, really. 2014 sucked. Maybe 2015 will be better. I'm not really looking forward to it, though. When 'hooray, you went to the store to buy something' is a daily achievement, there's not a lot to look forward to. Mainly a lot of headaches, sadness and fear. Not anger, though. Apparently I'm so emotionally stunted I can't even express that 99% of the time.
Anyway, have a happy new year, guys. Just because I have to be a Debbie Downer all the time doesn't mean you guys have to be. Go forth and make something of the new year.
I'm sure this year will be better. I kinda know how you feel. My school costs quite a bit so I don't know if I'll be able to get the books I need for the next semester, and I can't find a job.
But, I can say that moping about it never helped. I know life sucks, but maybe, just maybe, this year, it'll suck a little less.
Stay cool dude, and remember it could always be worse.
Happy New Year to you as well! And hey, try not to feel negative about the new year coming up. It might be tough to change your mind about, but trying to stay positive might help. You may not find anything worthwhile to think back on, but there's another year ahead that could contain some very nice things to look back on in the future.
If you don't already, try listening to some music of different genres and relax. I personally find depressing music actually helps make me feel better. Listening to music while browsing the MLPLounge on reddit (/r/MLPLounge if you're interested and haven't visited before) also helps relax me a bit.
Remember, if you ever need help, all of us readers are here for ya, and the PLounge is a nice, supportive place!
Consider seeing a school therapist? They're generally free. Hug your ferret and go on a bike ride. Join a meetup.com group. And remember we're here for you. Here's to a better 2015. Love ya buddy.
Happy New Year.
I wish you really the best of luck for the new year.
And since music allways helps me, to find the right mood, this might be just the thing for you, to get in the right mood.
The new year is full of great oppurtunitys. You just need to take them.
Aww, it'll be ok! 2014 was crappy for me as well, but that's the best part of new years! There's a whole year ahead of us full of new chances to shine!
Hope springs eternal.
Happy New Year, Niaeruzu! I am sure 2015 will be better for you!
If this isn't just a matter of pulling yourself up by your bootstraps and getting out there... then for goodness' sake get some professional help. Eituer dig deep to find the $ (after all there arent many priorities higher than mental and emotional health) or as at leastone other has mentioned, find some free help. There is bound to be a program out there that can and will help.
Good luck to you fine author of serial words!