I think I'm broken. Help? · 2:14am Nov 2nd, 2014
I'm serious. I think I'm broke-broken, mentally.
Here is the reasons I believe this:
Reason for Being insane: isolation. (I'm homeschooled and don't meet a lot of people.)
Syntems: uncontrollable talking to myself, especially when I'm alone, laughing at almost everything, not finding rainbow factory or other creepypasta to be scary (the nights I read cupcakes or watch a horror film or both, I Normally wind up running through the house because seeing things out of the corner of my eye, normal stuff that makes people jumpy.) however, after that same night, I get over it. And eventually gain high respect for the horrific acts in the film/creepypasta. (Example; I often daydream of being the rainbow factory's overmare or bringing the rainbow factory into reality. ), I don't find gory/bloody/scary images of things such as cupcakes to be scary or disgusting. (Not to mention Im fond of the flavor when I get a cut and pretty instinctively lick it. Like, I paper cut or a prick. Something that draws small amounts of blood, like droplet(s). So yea, I'm pretty WIERD and I think I'm going insane.
So, please, somepony, anypony, help with this? I wanna try and figure this out pretty soon... A need help figuring out if I'm actually crazy or not. Help?
Hello I thank you for sharing that with me but I don't see that as insane.. I would like to share a little bit of my view if you will allow it...
2569298 of course you can share your view!
2569298 in fact, share ALL of your view! I was already informed I am not insane, but I would still love the information.
I talk to myself in third person as two characters sometimes. Usually that exchange turns into dialogue for stories though. Talking it out loud is something I do for story writing, and, as far as I understand, is common among writers even if it's involuntary when thinking about it.
This includes scripting conversations in real life situations that you will never actually have. It's a symptom of introversion, not insanity.
2569308 I like blood it is kinky in fact it how do you say lights my fire. I loved horror genre anything sense I was a kid. Rainbow factory and cupcakes is awesome that is just a fact. I was not home schooled and I still talk to my self and FYI I am great listener never complained once.
2569319 thank you. :) your awesome, HardRockLlama! /)
2569399 #thedoorspun
2569435 Lol...
2569439 you probably thought I didn't know what the doors was, huh?
MY MOTHER IS OBSESSED WITH THE DOORS AND JIM MORRISON.
2569467 I love the doors... Lizard king...
2569492 good one. I like his music to, but I'm a huge fan of forest rain! I've talked to him before, too! Online, but still! And ROLEPLAYED with him! Eeek! :D
2569495 EPICNESS... Forest rain is cool. I also like Ponyphonic and 4everfreebrony... So cool.
2569509 yea, but forest rain is best. I love his song little sparrow and his piano solo 'music'. But, because of my loyalty to the herd, and my love for this song period, join the herd will always be number one favorite in the forest rain song list.
2569517 I like the song isn't great to be different... It speaks a lot about his character.
2569520 oh hell yea that's awesome!
2569533 Yeah... it is.
This isn't really insanity, relatively "normal" people may do these things as well. You could just be different from the majority of people, but that's a good thing.