T h a n k Y o u · 3:44am Oct 10th, 2014
It's been a while since I've really done anything on here, and that's a bit of a shame. I enjoy writing a lot, particularly romance fics. Seeing characters develop, trying to find possible ways for two ponies to be together; I always do my best to make it believable and analyze relationships to their core.
That's why I'm here now to thank you guys. Even if you only liked one of my fics and didn't watch me, it doesn't matter; I still feel the need to thank you.
I don't remember quite when it happened, but there was a time in my life where I became a very self-conscious person. I'm a perfectionist, so naturally I hold myself to very high - sometimes impossible - standards. I can be lazy and selfish, but I can also be kind and generous. To see my own positives is something I've had trouble with for a long time, as I only try to rid myself of the negatives and can never be pleased with my performance in anything.
I guess most of the reason for it is that I was bullied a lot in the past. My relationship with my family isn't good whatsoever, and I'm often told all about my flaws. After you hear insults for so long, it becomes hard not to believe them.
Now, I'm not the most popular writer on this site, not by a long shot, but I will say this: the comments I've been getting on all of my stories mean so much to me.
It probably doesn't seem like much to you guys, but it means a lot to me. To see someone comment that you inspire them or that you've made a beautiful piece of art is almost enough to bring me to tears, because I never hear stuff like that in my offline life.
My self-consciousness is also a reason why my 'Hitting the Cutie Mark' story hasn't gone anywhere. I still really wanna finish it, but I always get so nervous about writing fanfiction; planning everything down to the last detail and hoping that it'll be good enough for the public eye. I get scared of being judged harshly and thus I don't try because, well, I don't believe that I'm good enough and wonder why I should even try.
Then I come back here and start reading your comments again, and it fills me with so much hope. Hope because I've written good fics and just can't see it myself.
So, from the bottom of my heart...
Thank you. All of you.
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http://vimeo.com/85473627
I guess the re-sorting of the libraries is reminding authors of how many readers have faved or saved their stuff?
I'm not done with my sorting yet, though. Might find a more special place for your wonderful stories than the current "stuff I've read"
Hey! You're a great writer! I love your fics and i'm still waiting for news from you!
I know you gonna do your best soon! And i'll be here cheering for you!
Go on! ^.^
From your Brazillian fan...
Allec Fox
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Aw, thank you! <3