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Goldymarg


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  • 385 weeks
    Another 1800

    Nothing too special here, but I've updated the most recent chapter of I.D. Entity with 1800 words, putting it at the spot where I wanted the chapter to end originally. Now comes the arduous task of thinking of how to handle the next part to make it compelling somehow :applejackunsure:

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  • 386 weeks
    Resuming writing

    At least I hope so. My life's been problematic the past year, but I feel like I'm finally in a more stable area. Took me a long time to actually force myself to start writing again.

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  • 427 weeks
    Second Guessing

    Okay, so...something tells me I need to rethink where the plot is going for my current story before I write myself into a corner. The more I think about the points I've made, the worse they seem in practice. Crafting a compelling mystery isn't easy, it seems.

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  • 429 weeks
    Getting better

    Okay, so, update :applejackunsure:

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  • 474 weeks
    About to lose my job

    Just as it says. About three months ago I was forcibly enrolled in this 'employee improvement program' because my boss is somehow convinced that I'm not doing my part, despite my work ethic not changing for the past 6 years I've been doing this soul-crushing work. And no matter what I accomplished throughout this period of time, he wouldn't acknowledge anything I've done right. Only the things

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Oct
1st
2014

Depressed · 11:47pm Oct 1st, 2014

So, I've discovered last month that my roommate is moving out, leaving me to shoulder all the bills. I've run the numbers, and I should be able to make ends meet. But at the same time, I won't have any money to spend on anything that isn't subsistence.

Not only that, but I've had no motivation to do anything. I haven't really written lately. I'm tired all the time. The only thing getting me out of bed is the need to go to work. Worst of all, I haven't had much human interaction. I hardly see the people I call my friends, let alone talk to anyone at all. This loneliness is making my heart hurt constantly, and there isn't much I can do about it.

I do believe these are symptoms of depression.

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Comments ( 3 )

I'd definitely say it sounds like you're going through a rough time and finding someone to talk to sounds like a good idea. As to whether it's depression or not, I couldn't say. I do think seeking out a counselor or therapist could certainly help.

Hope things improve for ya.:unsuresweetie:

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Bleh, the more I look at this, the more it seemed like a pity bait. My apologies :ajsleepy:

No, I haven't been feeling good about myself lately, but I think I can mostly chalk that up to the extremely limited amount of human interaction I get nowadays. I'm like a rabbit, I get lonely too easily.

2501699 I didn't take it as pity bait at all. Simply someone stating they'd been going through a rough time. *hugs*

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