Nevermind...

Granted my Attention-obsessed nature, it pains me to see my work ignored. Well, considering my work isn't great, I can now see why. I have dealt with quite a few rejections I don't want to hear any supposedly motivating comments saying "Just keep trying" or "You'll get it eventually" It gets old, REALLY, REALLY FAST; also, it isn't true. Many have talents which they use to become popular or successful, for me, after almost 17 years, I still haven't found it. I am MORE THAN AWARE that this is all for fun, but failure isn't fun, nope. I have been "trying" for far too long, and in turn, shall be my last soliloquy on the subject. I have seen my friends epitomized and idolized for their talents, leaving me in the corner after the competition, wondering when my time to shine will come. I have now realized when it will, never. I shall just allow this profile to gather dust, or delete it; I'll probably just flip a coin on it, I'll probably make a better decision with those terms. It was a fun ride (not really), but writing just isn't my forte. Sorry.