No motivation and apologies

Hurr durr, I'm a writer rite? Haw.
Sorry guys, my motivation has been literally zero for the past like, year or two. I did attempt to do chapter 1 of charmingly rustic, but I pretty much hated everything I did and then kinda just forgot about it. I still know my ideas I had for it, but all sorts of things keep me from continuing. Mostly just personal problems I guess, sorry that I gotta disappoint all of you.