Loneliness

Loneliness

Sometimes it feels like the world is out to hurt me.

Why are others allowed happiness, while I am left with sadness?

It seems like there is no one out there for me, no one for me to give my love.

I just sit at home, wondering why I am cursed as I am.

I am too shy to talk to girls, yet I used to be able to.

Now whenever I see women, I see monsters who are out to destroy my heart.

As that is the only thing that has been happening to me.

I have put my heart on the line for so many people.

And it get returns on a silver platter, crushed into dust.

There is a terrible emptyness that is growing within my heart.

A feeling I wish I could fill.

I try to fill it in with other things, but the hole only get's bigger.

I wish someone could understand my cry for help.

I wish someone would understand that I want to love.

The world is out to destroy me.

And, much to my dismay.

I fear it may be working.