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    I didn't like how the chapter ended... so I changed it.

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  • 583 weeks
    I liked this episode. Why?

    Singing.

    Saw Derpy. I KNEW SHE'D COME BACK!

    Celestia Sang.

    Saw Luna.

    Rarity's and Twilight's singing voice.

    Saw excited Lyra.

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May
20th
2012

Confirmed Ice is dead. Stop the damn war. · 1:50am May 20th, 2012

Read the entire god damn thing

Confirmation:

I can't believe I am going to say this, but yeah, Ice did it. And you know what? Some people may be right, just how they do it was harsh and wrong. Everything we say has some or all the truth, it's only if we accept it does it become a reality to us.

Ice had problem I admit, he said about being ridiculed, he posted about it, we offered help but, when we did respond, he sometimes didn't or won't even come back to us for help if it had gotten worse. It was a choice of his and like everything else, such an opinion we can hate it as much as we can in the back of our things called our conscience but at the end of the day, it's their choice, their opinion and what you do can hardly vary it. We are humans, we are stubborn sometimes. All of us to a point.

And you know what? Allow Ice to rest in peace, I've seen the user wall comments and his blog post(pained me to back there)I have not said anything yet until fucking now about it, I allowed him to leave and rest in peace. Do the same, ignore what you believe or think is hate and let him rest, it's all that he wants and needs at the moment from all his past problems and worries. You're just adding more onto it.

He does not want to see anyone fighting over him. We can care about him, love him, we can remember him, but to fight over someone's grave, is completely useless. It's not going to bring him back. I know some of you are fighting for him, and that is good to do it for your friend, but, make your point and leave, don't feed the fire of hate. We are bronies....

I am slowly losing some ... Never mind, forget that......

Put yourself in Ice's shoes for a second, just one.

Would you like to for someone to show hate against another over you? Especially, when all you can do is watch and have no say? How about, when people didn't respect your choice or your opinion. All we want as human beings is just respect, no matter who it may be or what we do, all we want is respect. May it be our choices, our lifestyles, anything,,,.

....... Ice won't have wanted any of this......

NO ONE WOULD WANT HATE OVER THEM! NO ONE WOULD WANT TO HAVE A WAR JUST BECAUSE OF ONE GUY! THIS IS HOW YOU ARE GOING TO REMEMBER HIM? LIKE JUST ANY OTHER FLAME WAR THAT'S GOING TO BE ON SOMETHING CALLED 'THE INTERNET?! AND THEN SLOWLY DIE OFF?!' REMEMBER HIM FOR WHAT HE DID, NOT FOR HOW HE DIED!

REMEMBER OUR ICE FOR ALL THE MEMORIES WE HAD! NOT THE ONES WE WERE SUPPOSED TO!

.........

Just like death, just like any other soul, if you allow something to die down, may it be a troll or whatever, it will leave in it's own way and on it's own.

What I want for Ice as his friend, is peace. I never wanted any of this... None... No flame war. No hate. No holding him back. NONE.

I know that what you may think you're doing is right, and it is...To a point but honestly, I can't believe some of you all... We are called bronies, those who love and tolerate as well as, who just wanted to be respected for our choices of show... Repeat that process of respect, love and tolerance, please.

Some of you may think, " Killjoy 'this', KillJoy 'that' because of how I'm not in that war. But truth be told, I just want it to stop for said reasons above. Let's be the bigger men and women of society. C'mon, we know how it feels like...


And to you Ice, here is my message to you:

I was only lucky to have you as my friend, and even right now, it's burning me on the inside just to pull you back and hold onto you just for these words from your rest. But, I know you can see this or at least know how I feel about ya. Loved you as my bro, all of the homo... I accepted you for who you were and I always did. It was great to have you in Three Of Me and I'm sorry that this may be my last message to you. I could only pray for you and that I did the day I heard... I will always remember you my friend. Always.

R.I.P My super saiyan friend..... Kick some ass in the afterlife for me, will ya?

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I feel his pain...i cant stop from crying, ive contemplated doing this for so long, but ive never had the balls...i knew some people would miss me, if even just one...

You think THATS bad?
Check out the fucking comment war thats going on in his User Page!!!
Im just there trying to calm things down.
Seriously, everyone is aying:
"Ice is a coward for commiting suicide"
"No he isn't, he just had a lot going on!"
"Or your defending him? What are you, a white knight?"

And on, and on and on..... :facehoof:

124450 That's the confirmation message and u didn't read the entire thing because, I saw from the user page as well

:ajsleepy: I will miss you Ice and may you at least find peace now. We will never forget you.

Well, he is gone. That is it. We should move on... We all mourn the loss of our friend Ice, but... Like KJ said, he wouldn't have wanted us to fight and be depressed over it.

WHY DO PEOPLE DO THIS SHIT? WHY THE FUCK DO PEOPLE HAVE TO BE DRIVEN OVER THE FUCKING EDGE TO FUCKING KILL THEMSELVES!?!?!

124453:
No I did not.....I was a bit tired so I skimmed it.....guess not well enough:ajsleepy:

I'm only standing by my morals, but I'm now realizing it's futile. Acidic Din can comment all he likes, I'm just going to block him and forget all this. I'm not going to make a fool of myself.

124460 good, just learn from it man

Well said, Killjoy. You're a good person.
124449 Please tell me you're not saying what I think you are. And if you are, please don't do it. Please.

124450 a coward? A FUCKING COWARD? HOW THE FUCK DARE HE! HOW THE ABSOLUTE FUCK!? I WILL FUCKING KILL HIM!!!! I HAVE HAD PEOPLE CLOSE TO ME, THEY WERENT COWARDS, THEY WANTED TO ESCAPE!

124460:
Good for you, and glad this is all ending.:twilightsmile:

124461
Heh. No shame, no pride eh?

124464 Stop now, PM me if you have to

124462 if youd tell me what you're asking, i can respond through clenched teeth. Suicide is no joking matter, i used to be a cutter, heavy one. still have scars, if you need i can take a pic, to prove im not fucking lying. suicide is nothing to joke about, to make fun of, or to even think about. i made the mistake of doing all three at one point or another

124466>>124465 if you have to, let others see this

124470:
You mean like....reblog?

124469 When was I ever joking? I never thought you were joking, or lying. I was concerned. I apologize.

124473 just a comment or whatever, with link

This was deep man. I teared up while reading this.
And to Ice: I may not have known you in this life, but I'll be sure to find you in the next. Enjoy it friend.

124462 i stopped myself from commiting suicide, several times. I wish he wouldve known....that we cared for him

(yea screw all haters) I'm still indiferent on this situation just as i was over the last brony suicide to come about. Yes it is a sad SITUATION but ice's choices were his own and he shall deal with them in whatever afterlife he is currently resinding in.

Am I really the only one here who doesn't give a fuck?

124500 Exactly, simple as that... Wow, a whole essay just in two sentences..

124502 Not gonna change anything either way

:fluttercry::ajsleepy::raritycry::fluttershbad:... This... This isn't right... It's not... He's gone... Now, one can only imagine what caused him to do this... But I hope he is somewhere where what happened that caused him to do this will not happen. Perhaps he went to equestria. He may be happy there.

With great sadness,
grayling

Truth be told...ice was no coward, i know what it feels like, so i know how he felt, i may feel like it was foolish of him, but i understand why. i will not bad mouth him, instead i will pray for our lost.

AND HEAR I MAKE A RESOLVE, I SWEAR TO GOD, I WILL FIND THOSE WHO'S PAIN IS GREAT AND THEIR SUFFERING INTENSEST AND I WILL HELP THEM, I WILL MAKE SURE TO STOP AS MANY PEOPLE AS I CAN TO NOT END UP LIKE ICE, THIS IS NOT JUST WORDS, THIS IS THE TRUTH.

124523 story of my life bro... But, they must want help too, if they don't well... you cant force anyone

Life gives us choices, though others may have done it differently Ice decided what his own path should be and for that we should respect his desision and give him peace.
You'll always be my bud, Requiestcat in Pace Ice.

Well, I never really knew him, but it is sad to see another bronie die so,
Rest in Peace. See you in Equestria man.

Ice is dead? FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU...

brony suicide count: 34.

124530 Truth be told i know that, but i still gotta try, i never really felt like this, a 13 just killed himself and there was nothing i could do, i don't care if it hopeless, i don't care if its hard, i WILL help, and i WILL make a difference, no matter what it takes.

124546 and this is where it gets pessimistic and is why is i stay indifferent to these situations. you can truly try your hardest and put the entirety of your life into but you will truly never make a difference. First off humans as a species are bastards to begin with. we will screw each other over because of the simplest of things and this can lead to trauma of all sorts. than you need to consider that because of how fragile of a species we are sadness and loneliness can be an actuall medical DISEASE to us. The only way to truly make a difference or even stop this is to change the way the mind works of each mind of every human on the planet works that only works by raising the children differently which means it would be an effort over many MANY generations. But because there are so many of us and most of the people who DON'T want this to happen are in power this will most likely never happen.

All I can say is: thanks for everything, Ice. I wouldn't be where I am without you. I respect whatever choices you made. All I hope now is that you are happy.

Never knew outside of 3 of me wish i did though

124600 what do you mean? And if you meant like our lives, well, it's our choice to say.

124604i meant besides his character i didn't know him but i wish i did know the real Ice but i hope in the end he found peace

I've never really been good with words when it mattered most, but damn it I'm gonna try. I........ I know I haven't been around that much on the comments and stuff, and for that, I am sorry....... I'm also sorry that I never really got to know Ice that well, or for that long, but despite these things I saw him as a good friend. The world is lesser for his loss and....I'm gonna miss him. I know this might make me sound like a dick or something, but his general attitude seemed to fill a void left by another of my good friends, who also commited suicide recently, and made it easier to deal with his passing. Now that they're both gone...... I don't really know what to do. *sigh*........

Anyway, Ice, wherever you may be right now bro, we miss you. I will always feel like I could have done something to help you, but it will drive me more to help those I still can. Catch you on the flip side.

I... damn it. RIP ice, RIP.

I feel like I should have done more... If I had talked to him just a few more times.
Well, if he is dead, I already made a grave in bronycraft to commemorate him.
Rip ice, you will NEVER be forgotten.

Well, if it makes you all feel better, the war subsided for the most part, there isn't really any more flaming going on, so I think it's safe for y'all to head on back. Now its really just people talking about how he probably faked his death. Edit: Scratch that, never mind, there's still some flamin' goin' on.

124573 you dont think i know that? What you said is true, but im still gonna try, and no matter what any body says im not gonna give up, so if ya not cool with that, then deal with it, im not stoping.

...I never knew Ice...and now I wish I had. I know it may sound arrogant but I feel if I could have done something. And now I can hardly look at myself. I can however find some peace in a fellow Brony's death. They no longer have to face the pain that comes with life. Ice I never knew you but I wusg I had. Rest in peace Bronio.

124573 Very few can do this, because of all said reasons...Meh, humans are a virus.

Ever since I first heard about this a heavy weight's been simply sitting on my heart. Hearing about all these comment wars doesn't make it any lighter. It saddens me really. We all lost a friend, a brother; regardless of how well we knew him, he was a part of our family that is the herd. Now that's not to say I condone what he did, I disagree completely with suicide, however, what is in the past is done. We aren't the Doctor, we don't have the Delorean, we aren't Twilight, we can't change the past. All we can do is learn from what happened and continue on, honoring those we leave behind in how we live.

To those of you who may still harbor some resentment toward Frost: Please, stop. Throwing your anger around is only going to lead to more people getting hurt. You don't think what he did was right? That's perfectly okay, but there's nothing you can do about it now. It's already happened. Move on. If you feel led to, help others who may be struggling with the same thing, but do it calmly and gently, the way a good friend would.

To Frost: Hey man, I'm sorry things came to a head like this, I really am. I wish I could have been there, maybe I could have helped you in some way. I never got to know you, and somehow that makes it hurt a little more. Whatever you had been suffering through to get to this point, it's finally over; all I can do now is pray that you have found the peace that you were so desperately looking for.

To KillJoy and all of you who did know Frost: Cherish your memories of him. Remember him for who he was and what he was to you, not for what happened in the end. If you keep the memories of him close to you, then he will never truly be gone. While his body may have died, he can still live on in your hearts and your memories.

Rest In Peace Frost: Friend, Brother, Brony

124741 U knew him as Frost? And yes, all of this I approve of man.. Thanks for being there for him

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