I can love alot......and I can hate alot..... · 3:43pm Mar 8th, 2014
If...if there is one being in this world of ours that I wish would just die, disappear, get cancer, have a heart attack.......it's my dad. That...worthless pile of garbage deserves nothing but the worst of cruelty after what he has put my family through. I...had to wake up early this morning to hear the sound of my crying dogs as he yell his blasted head off over a small accident that happened. And when they try to run away he yelled more. They're alive....but tied up outside....this isn't the first time this has happened. I...was in my room...and I had to awaken to hear that...my heart...fills like lead...a ball of burning charcoal. He has always been horrible to my family...and one of the worst things...he singles me out an takes it out on me at times...perhaps because I'm the middle child and have red hair. I keep a small wooden bat in my bed...just in case the day ever comes in case I need to defend myself and my mother. This...is one of the reasons why I will never do drugs...it's because he takes them...I'll have a clean life...while he is rotting away. It's days like this make me never wish to bed a dad...............to never bring scars to a little one like he has done me. I've had to love in fear of that...rotten man....ever since I was small....and it's followed me into my young adulthood....it has kept me from a lot of things......like keeping my opinions to myself in fear of being hurt...I'm just scared...and full of anger that could burn a forest down. I feel like a trapped animal mashing its teeth. The new episode of MLP:FIM is on right now...and I can't watch it in a good mood. I......fill.....like crying.....I not like him.....I'm better....but do I want revenge....or justice.....the line is getting blurry as the years go by.
What......what do any of you think? I just.....oh......my heart.....it just hurts.
Ahem, I mean: have you been able to get that divorce going? Try to be productive. Get good grades, a job, and gain the power to rescue your family. How about your older sibling? Or can you get him arrested for drug use?
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I'm trying my hardest.
My brother is out of the house and has his own place and my sister lives in a dorm at college. I satyed home to look after my mother...I can't leave her alone with that man.
But I am really...considering getting him arrested for drug use...he drinks to much and does Pot...and he doesn't have a card to make it legal.
I've really been trying.
Oh Felyon....
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Losing him might destabilize your household, but unless he is bringing in some kind of income, then perhaps the police should get an anonymous tip.
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If he left it would Strengthen our home.
A tip you say? Like....?
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That this man is a danger to your home and your family. Get evidence of the drugs. Pictures or something. They will look into it if the evidence is shown.
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Indeed he is...and yes...I'm going to try...I hope.