Happyman's mad at the World · 9:04am Dec 19th, 2013
So I've come into a bit of a problem that could possibly be affecting my body in more ways than one. Add to that my usual lazyness and there's your explanation as to why there have been no updates (although the major culprit is the latter). I have a headache, my lungs feel like they miss a lovely lady I like to call oxygen, my brain sometimes needs to read and re-read whole paragraphs and my ear is possibly getting bad. No, I haven't gone to the doctor to see if it's just me being "tired" or something. Thing is, the lungs and headache part is the result of smoking. It's almost 3:00 A.M. as I write this, and I can't sleep. Mostly because I had to get up and ventilate my house because the whole place smells like shit. I'm not the smoker, however... That would be my mother. Add to that the fact that out of a family of four, three of them have slight mental stupidity. You see, my idiot mother has smoked since she was in highschool. My father and sister have accepted this behavior of her smoking as normal and I'm the only one asking her to stop. All of us know perfectly the dangers of tobacco and second-hand smoking, but does that ever stop my mom? The answer is obvious. Thing is I can't tolerate the smoke. I literally feel as if my lungs shut down. I have no asthma attack because I have no asthma... However, my SISTER does. But does my mother's smoking habits actually motivate her to say something or for my mother (who is also asthmatic, mind you) to stop it? Lol I wish. I'm basically the only sane man here. I live in an apartment (and the nature of it means the smell/smoke spreads throughout the house), and moving out is not an option right now. So here I am: sleepless, tired, with the sensation I just swallowed Satan's coal-cock, smelling like I was raped in the Malebolge asking for some advice regarding my mother. By this point I don't care about her health anymore, I'm worrying about mine. I think it's finally starting to affect me, and tolerating this shit both at home and at the university (where the whole garden area might as well ask students not to smoke the grass) is impossible.
