Strange... · 3:21am Apr 17th, 2012
It’s amazing aint it? I write that bonus chapter in which my mind kills itself....And then my mind decided to STAY DEAD now that my editor is back. I find it difficult to piece together a decent sentence with the effort of making a decent story. I read over that last sentence four times trying to see if it made sense. And I still don’t know if it does.
Seriously, I don’t know what is up with me, it’s like my brains are saying "Is this right" at everything that I’m writing and making me doubt it in a way that makes me want to punch something in an angry fashion. And, for those of you who know me, getting angry is really really tough. I mean, I’ll say I’m angry, but I’ll just be irritated. I’m never truly angry. Or pissed, or anything like that.
I’m getting off topic. AGAIN. For shit sake, you see what I mean? I type and it’s like my mind focuses on something and then decides to go "What if we talked about THIS?!" and changes the subject. You all read that last bonus chapter, and so you likely know what I’m talking about when I say I can’t focus. So full of fuck. SO FULL OF FUCK. I mean, the general point was gotten across I suppose.
The general story was as follows
"Pick up jester. Talk to jester."
"Head to hospital. Find girls"
"Introduce girls to jester, and vice versa."
"See Luna bring in the now fixed Justin"
"Talk to the two"
"Introduce Justin to girls"
"Inform them of choices"
"Spend day together"
"????"
"Profit."
And so, I mean. Most of the points were gotten across. But still full of so much stuff!
So, I suppose this means that instead of letting you guys expect a chapter any moment now, ill straight up tell you. When I’m able to write again in a sane, sensible fashion. I will get out a new blog saying just that. In the meantime. I’m here, just... Not here. I guess. If you need me, I’m a PM or a comment away.
Now I just need to decide whether or not to do daily blogs as a 'here’s how I’m doing' thing, or leave it as a 'if I have something entertaining and lulzie to say' thing.
I wish these were vocal blogs. I love to talk. I learned that recently. I LOVE to talk, but I hate the sound of my own voice. Isn’t that weird?
Off subject. Leaving. Love you all. You may have my babies. Or something.
Ha ha ha ha ha!
XD
*clears throat*
Sounds serious. I need to read your stories so I can know what in the world you are talking about in your blogs, but I can't get my family to leave me alone for a few hours at a time.
73568 Well, ya don't HAVE to read them. But, heck. I don't mind either way. I just enjoy writing, and since I cant, I figure I should update everypony. Unusual stuff in my mind, making me feel like I has worms...In mah ears... Whispering...
Hmm..........
Try plotting on paper? Maybe it helps?
73630 I want to. I want to do so many things. And in reply to the last part.
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I think this picture is decent reply for the first part. mostly because I agree so wholeheartedly.
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As for the whispering. there is no whispering. The voices told me to tell you that.
I know the mind dead thing all too well. Course mine tends to me medically induced...
Wish I could help, sadly not much I can do. If ya need talk I'm usually around.
74010 Cool beans, well if I need someone to talk to. I will certainly come cry on your shoulder.
Use the left one, the right one is broken!
74015 Oh, question. Did you get a pm from me the other day? having some system issues and honestly do not know if it was actually sent or not.
74019 Try again, I fixed my name back to Kintra. That is the issue, my K was awkward.
74020 (Facepaw) good thing I saved the message. Might make ya laugh, I'll copy it to ya.
yeah, that's weird.
74021 Its long! I'm intimidated by the size of it! I certainly will read it however!
74080 That's what she said! (coughs and tries not to choke laughing) OK, I will send ya what I got before I leave the house.