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BookWyrm


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  • 268 weeks
    Oh my god I am so depressed and I'm mad about it!!!

    This is utterly ridiculous!
    my life has never been so good. I have total freedom to do as I like, when I like. I'm even in relatively good shape now.

    but still...

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    3 comments · 214 views
  • 297 weeks
    Wow

    I havent been writing for a while, but im starting up again. I have a few new idea...

    - But in reading my old stuff... And it is all just awful. So is there anything you guys want me to save, cause otherwise im just gunna pocket the rest for a better assortment.

    0 comments · 291 views
  • 304 weeks
    Has anyone seen anything to do with an MLP movie?

    It sounds like a thing that could happen, and i know my little dashie is to be an independent film...

    1 comments · 166 views
  • 305 weeks
    Well I just Made an Ass of Myself...

    after seeing the mlp wiki page and some finance data, i thought i was correct in thinking that Twilight would not become an ailicorn...
    but further reading has proven me wrong.

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    1 comments · 146 views
  • 306 weeks
    It's good to see that Screw Loose is getting better.

    That sceen just warmed my heart.

    I hope Aegis Shield uses it as an excuss to start up What the Princess Needs.

    I hope the passing pet sitter didn't cause her too much trouble.

    0 comments · 167 views
Oct
16th
2013

Oh my god I am so depressed and I'm mad about it!!! · 11:22pm Oct 16th, 2013

This is utterly ridiculous!
my life has never been so good. I have total freedom to do as I like, when I like. I'm even in relatively good shape now.

but still...
Here I am sitting on my bed, tired and bored. Filling my time with netflix and junk food. I have no social interaction aside from that which I get from the web, quick communications with family, and the fleeting hellos I get from people I hardly know in passing.

I feel crushed under schoolwork that Is relatively minor.

I am nervous, manic one minute, and sluggish the next.

I've even resorted to venting online as a means of self help.

And I get one more, "you think you have it bad..." tripe story, I will punch the wall. honestly, why would the suffering of another bring me ANY respite? What kind of a sociopath does that?

and now I have worked myself up... -sighs- fuck.

please leave your thoughts if you have read through.

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Comments ( 3 )

My begining of school was shit. I had homework until midnight and somehow had to fit in clarinet practice and cross country running. I got very depressed, couldn't eat, all that jazz. So I decided to evaluate my priorities. In the end, I dropped two of my classes to lessen my homework load. And sure, that's not your problem, but I think you need to reevaluate your priorities as well. And I think your problem is one shared by many: you're not creating anything. Nothing gives someone feel like they've got more purpose in like than when they create something emotionally important to them. Write a really long adventure fic you've got in your head, write a song, draw. Hell, you don't even have to leave your house for those sorts of things.

I understand, and I sucks that I can't say anything to help. I can assure you that it passes, but that doesn't make the moment any better. I can tell you that you aren't alone, that this is actually a shared human experience, but that won't help either.

I promise I'll get back to you if I think of anything useful. Good luck.

Actually, I did come up with an idea. Chocolate and exercise. You deserve endorphims, so give yourself a serving. It's a remedy, not a cure, but it CAN give you a little respite and let you carry on (YMMV).

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