faith in humanity = restored. faith in myself = falling

so i was on EFR IRC as i do on occasion. and the documentary came up. a simple enough topic, figured it would be nothing but pity as i explained that, no i hadn't seen it as well. broke highschool student that doesn't have 13 bucks to spend on this. when honestly the most magical thing iv ever experienced happened. a random. not even a named person EFR-pony 1768 (or a number thereabout) was the only title he had. he pm'd me asking if i had a Paypal. so he could GIVE me the money to buy the documentary. upon my answer of no. he let me use his account. to download it.
and this little present. worth only 13 dollars is one of the most meaningful iv gotten. not because it was from someone i loved, or knew so well. but because it was the opposite. someone who i have never met. and never will again. gave something to me for no reason that i can see.
simply magical. this man or woman i suppose. took one of the most important aspects of the show to heart. not one of the friendship lessons but something deeper. the very essence of the show. an element of harmony resides within him/her. again. simply magical
but it pains me to know i cannever thank this person again. they gave me somthing i feel as though i didnt deserve at all. and want to thank them in some way shape or form and the only thing i can think of is drawing a picture. submitting it to EQD and hoping above hope that not only does EQD accept it. but also that this internet hero sees it.