Y'all know when a particular piece of music gets you in a particular mood? · 10:13pm Dec 19th, 2024
For me, for no reason whatsoever, it's been this song:
I'm not fully sure as to why it made me remember a time when I did have a wonderful beloved one. He and I were together in middle school and he was good to me from 6th-7th grades. Then I transferred schools (and districts) and we didn't hang as much anymore. Then one evening in 2011, when I was in 8th grade, one of my friends called me up...she tell me that my beloved one had been k*lled in a drive-by. I couldn't help it and I got into a dark place for a while. We both loved similar interests and one was anime and cartoons in general. He was a very talented artist and his mother gave me a picture he had drawn not long before his death. It was of me in his signature style. The picture had me looking off in the distance while at a bus stop (because we'd often take the bus to the library or a skate rink that was close enough). At first it hurt like hell and I was angry. Then 2012 happened and made me give up entirely. Then one day in 2014, I found myself in a...well not great place and found myself watching the film, Spirited Away. For whatever reason I remembered one time when I was in 6th grade and we was having a movie day in class and this was one of the movies we watched and I remember him telling me that he loved me. I couldn't (and didn't initially) believe him, but I understood why he said it. We honestly thought we'd make it. I was 16 and having an epiphany of adult proportions. When this came on, I found myself thinking about him. I know it's crazy, and that I wasn't so mature yet. I occasionally think of him, especially when I watch this movie, and I smile because eventually we will meet again. Anyways, y'all ever had them thoughts pop up with a random song or musical piece?
honestly i get that way with some songs from certain movies or scenes i tear up sometimes idk why sometimes i do but some of them do bring some joyful tears and that one from spirited away does make me cry at times hearing the melody of the main theme
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I get that. I really do.