Desperation

I don’t know who will see this but I hope someone hears me.

I don’t feel safe in my country as a woman, at all. Especially not as a disabled woman. I can’t have more than 2K without them revoking my disability which is the only thing helping my mom (a teacher) pay the bills. I’m desperate to leave and I have been for a while but I’m the only one taking care of my dad who has heart problems and I don’t know how much I’ll be able to work without endangering him by leaving him alone when he’s left stoves on, doors unlocked, and heaters running unattended. I’m trying to raise 20K to be able to finally study Korean in Korea as I’ve always wanted to or to help me leave the country with a friend of mine somewhere else.

I don’t care if this sounds desperate, and I don’t care if it sounds ridiculous. I’m so goddamn terrified and I have absolutely nothing to lose. Today I woke up and found out my state restored more abortion rights and found out my daughter’s voted against it and I am just so heartbroken. I think about having to leave her behind because she’s old enough to decide for herself but god I’m so frightened and scared to leave her, but the only thing I can control right now is myself.

I’ll do fanfiction commissions until my fingers bleed if I must to make up for it. If anyone can donate send me a message, I’ll write you anything you ask for. I have to get out while there’s still time. I’m so scared. Please help me if you can, and if you can’t then share. I don’t know what else I can do right now other than pray for a miracle. Thank you, any of you, who took the time to read this and listen to me.

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Comments

[Golden Fang Ryutora]

I don’t care if this sounds desperate, and I don’t care if it sounds ridiculous.

It is not ridiculous. Not at all. No way.

Your fears are warranted and should be acknowledged. The situation your in is one that shouldn't be ignored or swept under the rug.

I'm sorry to hear about your family situation regarding your father. I can't even imagine how heartbreaking it has to be fearful of what may happen to him if you aren't there. I'm far from certain what the situation in Korea is, but based on your statement about them revoking your disability money... it is not good. I'm sorry to hear about what's happening with your daughter too... I hope that things can work out for the two of you.

I wish you the best of luck in your situation Diva. Hopefully you can get out while you still have time and be able to start a new life with your friend and anyone else in your life.

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