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MrNumbers


Stories about: Feelings too complicated to describe, ponies

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  • 16 weeks
    Tradition

    This one's particular poignant. Singing this on January 1 is a twelve year tradition at this point.

    So fun facts
    1) Did you know you don't have to be epileptic to have seizures?
    2) and if you have a seizure lasting longer than five minutes you just straight out have a 20% chance of dying in the next thirty days, apparently

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  • 22 weeks
    Two Martyrs Fall for Each Other

    Here’s where I talk about this new story, 40,000 words long and written in just over a week. This is in no way to say it’s rushed, quite the opposite; It wouldn’t have been possible if I wasn’t so excited to put it out. I would consider A Complete Lack of Jealousy from All Involved a prologue more than a prequel, and suggested but not necessary reading. 

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    2 comments · 574 views
  • 24 weeks
    Commissions Open: An Autobiography

    Commission rates $20USD per 1,000 words. Story ideas expected between 4K-20K preferable. Just as a heads up, I’m trying to put as much of my focus as I can into original work for publication, so I might close slots quickly or be selective with the ideas I take. Does not have to be pony, but obviously I’m going to be better or more interested in either original fiction or franchises I’m familiar

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    5 comments · 576 views
  • 26 weeks
    Blinded by Delight

    My brain diagnosis ended up way funnier than "We'll name it after you". It turned out to be "We know this is theoretically possible because there was a recorded case of it happening once in 2003". It turns out that if you have bipolar disorder and ADHD and PTSD and a traumatic brain injury, you get sick in a way that should only be possible for people who have no

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  • 36 weeks
    EFNW

    I planned on making it this year but then ran into an unfortunate case of the kill-me-deads. In the moment I needed to make a call whether to cancel or not, and I knew I was dying from something but didn't know if it was going to be an easy treatment or not.

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May
4th
2023

State of the author · 7:24pm May 4th, 2023

Started writing a book, got 100,000 words into it and needed a break, so I just wrote and finished a different 70,000 word book as a treat. Well, first draft, so it goes. I'm insanely proud of both of these for different reasons. The former is more like me trying to write something tonally Moonfic again for the first time since, the second is more like a mix between my Flimsy Pretexts and Mind if I Cut In writing with Serpent and the Apple and Vows Made in Wine. Just a raw dark ya romantic comedy about the shit I was dealing with at sixteen, which covers everything I wish someone had told me then.

Now I've got to start doing the seriously unfun stuff of looking for an agent, a publisher, getting it up to those standards. So watch this space for updates on that as it happens maybe it'll be cool.

Side note, Im probably not dying but I don't know for sure? I don't know. I went into the emergency room with internal bleeding and the only diagnosis they were willing to give me for it was schizophrenia. Lost ten kilograms in six weeks. Tingling in my extremeties and at least two different kinds of hallucinations with two different root causes, neither of which is schizophrenia. Who fucking knows.

I wrote a lot about it but decided not to post about it until that situations less of a fucking downer. Situations trending positive. Im seeing three different doctors in a 24 hour period about it and I'm about to sleep for the next batch.

If anyone's got tips on good places to start with Real Publishing I'd love whatever you have for me.

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RBDash47
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I'll raw dark ya

You need to wait a while for any agent to get back to you. Literally the only person interested in seeing more of the one I have linked in my bio took an entire year to respond. I'd already self-published at that point, though.

ow, I am sorry for your health state, MrNumbers .... I wish you will not populate this list of talented authors who suffered greatly for some reason (may be having mind/body in overdrive does this to our health ...most laughable thing for me I can't stop overthinking to the point where it also ...unfunny, but it minor thing relatively speaking)

So ... stay stronger, find some crack in reality for publishing.

Hope things improve soon, being a medical mystery is not fun.

I don't have any advise myself, but i know another user on the site, https://www.fimfiction.net/user/92130/Viking+ZX, is a successful, self-published author. Might be worth DM-ing them?

Holy carp, dude! Best of luck with that internal bleeding, oh, and the books, too! Are they straight* fiction or scifi/fantasy?

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* Not that sort of straight. Non genre. (Ficto-typical?)

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Urban Fantasy and straight fiction respectively, straight fiction for the finished one

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I'm very familiar but I'd like to go traditional with this. Less a money thing and more a pride thing for me.

hope you're ok on the health stuff on the book stuff LETS FUCKIN GOOOOOOO

Good luck!

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