Sad November Update. · 10:49pm Nov 20th, 2022

Hey guys, gals, and my fellow followers. I'm sorry that I haven't updated any new story chapters from the past weeks. The reason for that is because I had a lot on my mind. Being constantly moving things from my mom around the house like the garage as well and trying to start over on my favorite games for the Sunday start, but I'm keep getting interrupted and felt like I just lost my mojo momentum. So, I'll just have to wait for Sunday to roll by while I play Command and Conquer. I'm trying not to be angry with my mom for making me lose my gaming momentum, but good god it's so frustrating sometimes. Yeah, I'm sure that maybe some of you have felt a similar feeling, but with different family members, friends, or you boyfriend/girlfriend. Anyways, beside the whole thing that I wanted to get off of my chest, I'll tell you on what happened on the sad update.

A day or two ago from last week while I was eating my meal of BK with the coupons I've used, my mom wanted to talk to me of something important. I didn't think about what is so important, but she showed me the text from a friend in Texas. I looked at it for a minute and I couldn't believe it in my eyes, my biological father has passed away around November the 2nd. I asked my mom on what happened to him. She told me that he died from a heart attack. Damn, I didn't know he was going to die. That would explain why I haven't heard from him.

I mean, it felt so shockingly to me. Thinking back years before his death, I have been difficult of growing up with my mom without a father. It wasn't until the year between 2012 and 2013 that I wanted to ask mom about my biological father. I finally found the number to call him and we had some heartfelt moment of talking that I really wanted to see my own father in person. I had a few traveling on a plane to Texas and we gotten along normally, especially when we talk on the phone sometimes whenever we're far away.

Now though, it appears my own biological father is sadly gone. In my own mind and heart, I just wish that I gotten to talk with him and visit him again. Hopefully, one day in the following years to come, I'll go travel to Texas and go pay a visit both my grandma & dad. I'll talk with them about my life along with my mom, the troubles I had to endure, and some things to get off of my chest before I bid them a farewell in the afterlife. Maybe they might reincarnate somewhere else or in another world, maybe not. Who knows, I'm not an expert of knowledge or religion, but I do hope that there pain is gone and are doing well with visiting their deceased family members waiting for them.

I'm already hating on 2022, losing two family members in the same year. The worst thing to happen is that I didn't get to say goodbye to grandma and dad. Yet I couldn't afford to go because of the bullcrap broken system of expensive money and Covid thing still going on nowadays. Once this whole thing finally blows over, I promise to go in Texas and pay a visit to my family members before I say my goodbyes.

Rest in piece grandma and dad, I wish you good luck in the afterlife.

Anyways guys and gals, I'll try to have a few story chapter updates before the end of November.

The first one will be updated in a few days so be sure to tune in.

Have a safe and healthy life, get warmed up cozy cause the early signs of snow is already here.

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