Shot · 5:37pm Nov 19th, 2022
Had a dream in a movie theater set at the edge of a massive mall. Smoke grenades went off. Gunmen appear on the second floor before the exit. They open fire.
Everyone runs. I'm shot at–but I might make it through. More gunmen appear, and I'm screwed. I continue to run even as bullets tear into me.
It's outside. Helicopters land. I decide to live even though its impossible. I rush the troops. They barely acknowledge me. Medical supplies are thing.
I'm treated like I'm already dead.
I decide to live anyway. I find my family and, despite trying to help me, they don't really care. I have to remind them I was dying and that meant something. My real-life heart palpations fuel the believability of near-death.
This comes from a casual dream about a date. It makes the panic, terror, and horrifying surprise from thr twist hit harder. The second of the gunmen's appearance is vividly terrifying.
My dreams focus on me either dying or in pain. With people who hardly care.
this is what happens when you stop nutting
5698708
HONEST.
NNN BECOMES THE GUNMEM EVEN WHEN YOURE TRYING TO TO GET LUCKY IN A DREAM
you ok?
5698709
Why is a ton of your work disappearing 🥺
5698718
It's nnn
5698722
What does that have to do with anything
Terror isn't knowing the world is against you. It's knowing it doesn't care about you one way or another.
Question. How real does pain feel in your dreams? For me, getting stabbed in a dream gives me a light throb (perhaps because I've never been stabbed irl) but I've been burned in a dream and that hurts like a motherfucker.
5698766
Like flesh being torn.
Everytime I wake up from a dream, I feel like I lose a part of myself. A version of me that was real, dies when I awake, along with the memories. I miss the people and experiences sometimes, but I actually never knew or experienced them. It's like having somebody else's memories implanted into your brain. I want to live in a dream.