"...Where I go I just don't know, but I've got to, got to, gotta take it slow..."
Alright, well, I'm sure that a lot of you have noticed that I haven't posted chapters to anything in a while, and am even canceling a few fics. Over the summer I was so inspired by some of the first fics that I read to start writing, that I believe I may have burnt myself out and worked to hard on some stories. I expected more... More views, more favorites, more followers... Maybe it was greedy of me, I don't know, but I'm just not satisfied with writing anymore. I used to get such personal gratification when publishing a chapter, or getting a comment from one of you about how you liked it, or even didn't like it.
It got me through some tough times, being able to escape and just write, knowing that there were people out there who cared about what happened in the universe I portrayed, or to the characters I had created... But now, it feels as though there's nothing really out there.
Every post I make gets less and less views. Every story I pour my soul into gets less and less attention.
It's wearing me down, and I've simply lost the interest to write anymore. For fear of not being noticed for my hours of work put into this, or for fear of creating too many plot holes, and so forth...
I know some writers are OK with it, having a small amount of views, and simply writing because the want to. That was me for the first few stories I wrote, but eventually, I needed a reason to write, and I thought I could find it in you guys.
I'm probably not going to be posting very much anymore, I'm sorry for the very few of you who have been following the fics that I write, and just bear with me until I get my fire back again, because it will come back. But for now, I'm done. If you see me post a chapter, it will be a rare occasion.
I still love this fandom with all of my heart, and love all of the people who have supported me and my writing throughout the time that I've been here.
Anyone who wishes to keep in contact with me, add me on Steam. I love talking to you guys.