I thought about it the other day, and realize that there may be one person that's actually interested in my God awful stories. I have two stories on the way, one is a slice of life porn between AJ and Pinkie, the other is a BDSM that will possibly have several chapters if people actually like it. I am going to do the other stories I promised two other people, but I haven't really gotten around to it yet, but I promise I will!
Now I have a little something to say on writing in general. I've been slammed in the past about my poor writing skill, I have "a lot to learn," and I "shouldn't even bother." So I wanted to use this blog to respond to that.
First of all, I write for fun. I write porn because it's fun to write. I wrote my first story with the intention of never doing another. Apparently there are a few depraved souls that like the garbage I write, so I decided to do more. I currently write stories that don't have a really thick plot (though some of my characters have a thick plot), though that might change, who knows. I know I have a lot to learn about this stuff, as I just started 3 weeks ago. Hopefully, that will come in time. I also know my grammar blows, but I'm cool with that.
To those that say I shouldn't bother, I have this to say. I don't particularly like art that tries to "engage me intellectually." I will listen to a song, but I don't contemplate on it. I will look at a painting, but I don't enjoy trying to find it's hidden meaning. When I read, I don't want to have to think about the story too much, nor do I want to have to constantly think deeply about it just so I can get it and move on. I read because I want to be entertained, not because I want to think. I recently read a story that wanted me to think to get it. I got so bored with it that I ended up walking away from my computer, picked up a textbook, read said textbook, and found it more fascinating.
At one point in my life, I hated art. Though that came from me knowing a bunch of pretentious, whiney, a hole artists. Most of these people were caught up in how good they thought they were and lost in the "experience" of their work. Though while they did this, I was usually doing fun stuff that only required me to enjoy life and not have to "express my inner self." These arrogant jerks threw the fact that they were "starving artists saving the world" in my face, while I was doing things that actually made me money and were fun.
But I got smarter when it came to stuff like that, I think. I realized that I probably like art, I just don't like art that forces me think. I would rather someone tell me the moral of a story, than have to think about it. Is that simple minded? Probably, but I never claimed to be brilliant.
I read a lot of popular stories on this website and I honestly didn't like them. I won't name the authors and stories I read, but a lot of them bored me to tears. After about the 12th story, I came to the conclusion that I just like my simple smut, and am happy to leave it that way.
Anyway, I'm off topic. The point is, I hate deep art, and writing is certainly in that category. I like simple writing, and I write that way. I have no professional aspirations (there are thousands of more interesting and fun ways to make money, which I can share to those interested) all I want to do is enjoy myself. So to those that say I shouldn't bother, screw you. I don't write toward some goal, I write because it's fun.
I have only found one author on this site that has more than two stories up that I actually like (I know a few that only have one or two up that I do like!). If any poor soul read this all the way through, would you mind telling me your favorite author on this site? I haven't given up hope that there will be another author on here that I enjoy.
Anyway thank you for reading this, maybe this will give you some insight into my warped mind.