I write this now in hopes that you find this letter... at the same time i wish you to never know of its existence, this is my letter telling of how i love you, have always loved you and always will, this is my letter to say all the unspoken words and un-acted upon thoughts, this is my letter telling you how much you mean to me, most of all this is the letter telling you everything you will never know...

  you will never know how i wish i could fall a sleep next to you again, or hold you in my arms and cuddle you until dawn comes.

  you will never know how my heart brakes the moment i think of you and see your not next to me anymore

  you will never know how i cry myself to sleep wishing you well on anything and everything you did, do and have yet to do

  you will never know how i pray that your safe and worry that your not

  you will never know you drive me to be better every day

  you will never know your the only one i trust

  you will never know how you make my heart flutter and mind blank with that twinkle in your eye

  you will never know how i hold you above everything and everyone else

  you will never read the millions of words i have written for you, the songs i have wrote, played and sung

  you will never know id do anything for you now and forever more

  you will never know your the best friend i could ever ask for

  you will never know how many times you have pulled me off the ledge

  you will never know how much i thank you for the time we had and have together

  you will never know how i will never forget even the smallest moment with you

  you will never know all the times you thought i wasn't listening i only wanted to hear your voice repeat again

  you will never know your the only one who has claimed my heart and how i wish it to never be returned to me

  you will never know how seeing you makes my life worth living

  you will never know the pain and sorrow i have seen, and for this i am thankful

  you will never know how your my light scaring the boogy men away in the coldest night

  you will never know you can do no wrong in my eyes, to me or against me in anyway bad enough for me to not forgive you

  you will never know that your friendship is what keeps me alive

  you will never know all the things i have still yet to say...

  you will never know i cried tonight writing words you will never see... and you will never know even if it killed me, id leave you be if      you ask and you will never know how i wish that day never comes... as it would be the end to all joy in my life.

  Yours forever: T.G                                              To my beloved: J.P

  To my reader(s): thank you, and if this is my last or one of my last posts let it be one worthy of your time, my apoligys if this wasent what you expected, but i had to write it, i had to tell her even if she only learns of it years from now... keep being awesome and pony to world up eh?