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Well...I'm afraid things have gotten worse.

I said a while ago that I wasn't able to get help like I wanted to. For those of you who didn't see why in teh comments section, it more or less boiled down to the fact that I'm in a situation where I have to have someone agree to do this for me. And unfortunately, I realized after a few conversations that she was never going to allow me to have this help like I wanted.

I think that was part of the reason why I grew suicidal. I don't want to name names, but I think I was getting there because I was afraid someone else would take such control over my life that it would no longer be mine but what someone else wanted for me. And we see things much differently. This person keeps telling me that it's OK if I keep writing as long as I do this and this, but I can tell that this person is doing a lot to get me away from it.

That might be why I grew depressed over the years, because my life really wasn't mine for a while. I think it started around July of last year, and while it grew to not be so bad in recent months, it happened again. And...maybe that's why I chose to go all out with the script process like I have. I believe the script I wrote for the show is great enough to gamble it all on.

But man...if things don't get better...I mean, I'm optmistic about things, given that, again, I believe I wrote a script that can hang with the best of the writers, but yeah...

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#531742 · 1w, 5d ago · · ·
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Thanks so much for the fav on The Brother and The Sitter, it means a lot. And I hope things get better for you down the road.

#529300 · 1w, 6d ago · · ·
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I may not know you very well, but I do feel bad for what has happened in the past few weeks. Not just Kiss of the Dark, but what I saw of your blog post. I am terribly sorry for what has happened, and if perhaps I was one of the people that made you feel bad for writing it the way you wanted all of a sudden. Honestly, I'm sure many people who loved your story weren't trying to sound awful; they just were in such love with your story, but it came out in a bad way when this happened.

I was--and still am--one of those people. Your story is one of the best, beautifully crafted and amazingly executed, showing a character of Sombra few stories give him. In the end, I was never severely disappointed or mad; you just made a tiny mistake, and we must learn from out mistakes because we are all clearly human. I can't believe I even un-favorited; my God, how immature was I? I never realized until now. Even if I tried to sound civil while writing my reasoning a while ago, in the long end, I still acted rude when I shouldn't have. I hope you can forgive us people who have caused a lot of trouble just because we had such a passion for your story, but made it come out so, so wrong.

I do hope you get back into writing someday, and I really, really wish for things to get better for you, because I hate when I hear such awful things happen to people. I patiently await your return, and hope to hear how you're doing again. As I said, I may not know you very much, but I do know you're a brilliant writer with great story telling and ideas. Writer or not, though, no one should ever go through such things like this.

#522820 · 2w, 3d ago · · ·
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Hey, You're doing the right thing. I know it might not feel like it sometimes, but we all need a little help to get through. There is absolutely no shame in looking to get help. Human beings are social creatures that depend on one another. I hope your gonna be alright.

We'll miss you, but you do what you gotta do. I don't know you, but good luck.

Best wishes,

from this guy...

#521903 · 2w, 4d ago · · ·
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Hey buddy, I hope you're fine.

I just wanted to say thanks that you shared your wonderful imaginations and stories with us. That you've stayed strong in the good as in the bad times of this fandom, and always continued to write for us.

I'm very happy that you did that, and that all of those coincidences happened that made you eventually a fan of this show :).

I also feel a bit sick and sad that you're about to leave for some undefined, and with you your style and beauty that your stories and you personality radiate.

I really do hope and wish for your future well-being. It hurts to see you so vulnerable, and makes me frustrated.

But enough of that.

I actually just wanted to thank you.

So much.

Stay bright!

:heart:

#488837 · 4w, 6d ago · · ·
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Hey thanks for adding my story, Discord Writes a Ship Fic to your favorites!

Please keep your arms, hooves and legs inside the cart at all times, in case of emergency, your seat supposedly may be used as a flotation device, ENJOY THE RIDE!:pinkiehappy:

#482789 · 5w, 2d ago · · ·
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I just wanna say, I love your Kiss of the Dark story, it's one of my favorite stories on here. You deserve a :moustache: for it. Keep it up ! :twilightsmile:

#482345 · 5w, 2d ago · · ·
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okay the page for your story is up, you can modify, edit or update as you may please:twilightsmile:

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#471432 · 6w, 1d ago · · ·
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Kiss of the Dark is excellent thus far! I eagerly await more :yay:

#443302 · 8w, 2d ago · · ·
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>>442594

Yes, but I want to take my time with it.

#442594 · 8w, 2d ago · · ·
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Just to be clear kiss of the dark is a twiXsombra fic ?

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