Hey, all. Wow, just wow. I come back and see all of this love and emotion on my old fic, people saying it was better than my little dashie. You really know how to jerk a guy's feels, don't'cha?
It's been a long, hard road for me. A lot has happened while away but I think I'm gonna try writing again sometime soon. Truth be told, a good amount of "when heroes aren't there to save you" was actually just reaccounts and old memories that were from my childhood. So, instead of cutting or self-harm, I jotted down them down on paper and put scootaloo in my shoes and voila! I had a fanfic. It was all really just to vent my depression and malcontent. I never expected it to go anywhere, in fact, I wasn't surprised at all when one of the first comments told me to "leave and learn to type." But as everything progressed, people started reading and actually LIKING the story. After that, I sort of left to further find myself amongst my peers.
Recently, I received a fan-letter saying how much he loved my story. Guys, I can't explain with mere words how good it feels to have someone say that I inspired them. I can barely inspire myself to get out of bed in the morning, and knowing I was the inspiration behind a growing fan-fic!? My god, it's just so humbling I feel compelled to write again. And I may, school's starting up soon and I have to focus on my studies, but, should I feel like posting a chapter or two here and there, I'll be sure to do so.
I love you guys, thanks for making my time here memorable, I'll do my best to return the favor.
James M. Lopez