Well guys.... I'm sorry. For everything, really.

Mkay, may as well get the important stuff out there first so the skimmers can see it and leave. I don't see myself writing anything for a while. Not pony fics, not my own work- anthro or otherwise. I can't see myself editing or reviewing, and for those I follow as well, I don't see myself reading much. I'm sorry.

Mkay, I'll give you the short version. Though, I don't remember what I last said in my blog on here :\

Depression... biggest bitch I've ever seen. I've seen it coming for some time now, but it was slow- stealthy. You couldn't actually tell it was coming unless you looked at long intervals. Frankly, I'm surprised it took as long as it did. Well, anyways, depression, for quite some time. I'm a good hider though- only the closest noticed. Eventually it faded away and I returned to my old self- much happier than I've been for a long time. That lasted for less than a month (idk... 2 weeks or so?) and it's back... fun :\

My friend Maggie, one of those closest to me, had to leave for a long time. Her mom decided that it was unsafe talking to guys on the internet- apparently I would try to stalk and rape her. (Given her past, that's not so far-fetched) Anyways, I lost her for a while, then she finally got to come back for almost a week. Now it turns out that she's having her old problems again (not going into that). She promised me, when she came back, that she wold never try to kill herself again, no matter how much she wanted to. I've known her for only a a handful of months, and she's already tried twice- nearly succeeded, actually. She promised me she would never try again. I didn't think she could keep that promise. Turns out her problems are worse than ever... but... she's actually getting help now- something I never thought she would do. She'll be gone for anywhere from a week to five and a half months... I'll miss her, but it means I won't have to miss her for as long. I'm so proud of her...

Uhm... feel like I had more to say... off the darker side though, let's see what I've got.

I made a tumblr. Nooooot sharing it here though :\ I was introduced to tumblr through some friends who were... shall we say, deep in the depressed side of tumblr already. So, that's basically all I do now is see self-harm blogs and such. I help them as best I can. I've already saved two lives... for a time anyways- I have no illusions that I can be a permanent cure. I've got some cool friends from there though- two are people who I helped (am still helping daily) the other is someone else like me who tries to help.

I also met my moirail. I met her through Maggie, actually. (for those of you who don't read homestuck, a moirail is, essentially, your soulmate, though in a non-romantic way. I don't even know how to describe it, rally...) but yeah, I found my moirail. She's so amazing in every way... she cleared the depression... merely by talking with me and having fun... she... she is the miracle worker,  I don't know why her and Maggie say I am.

In some other news, my friends seem to be getting better. Maggie is getting help, I may have given a friend from on here the tools he needs to help find his happiness, I managed to get one of my tumblr friends to not cut herself (well... technically she only promised to a week or so, but that's only just started) and so much other stuff. They're getting happier ^w^ I suppose that's good enough for me.

Final news, I submitted a thingie to run for prom king.... I was apparently the only one who bothered to turn one in on time... soooo... though they're allowing the two other hopefuls to still submit them (two weeks late :\) they can only be picked for prom court- I'm the default King! :D (probs the only way I could win anyways *shrugs*)

But yeah... depression, friends are happier, and you won't hear much from me... sorry.