I don't know if some of y'all are willing to listen anymore. Life is pretty suckish at the moment, things are just going down the drain since the last two weeks.

Teachers screwed me over til the last minute, but I pulled through.

Anyways, beating a dead horse is useless so I have something new for you guys... it's a lil sitcom that will take a while, something on random events in Manehattan, but... it'll take some time. I'm in the freaking heat with these tests and... I really don't know if I'm going to make these ones. Everyone knows I'm trying, but I don't think my best is making the dent on "Good".

Anyways, I'd be continuing the Slender fic since so many of you love that... and also, here's a preview of a chapter I wrote last Saturday, something that's a bit rough since I lost my groove... but something nevertheless.

Anarchy couldn’t help but reluctantly roll her eyes at his comment, fixing her mane to the side as she came out with a complaint. “You try and teach foals how to draw a bucking circle and then talk to me, Graze…” she paused for a moment and then stared at the mantis-green artist before her. “Chaser, how do you make it look so easy?”

“What? Drawing with my mouth? Well, we are ponies, we just get used to it, I mean, we are pros with our tongues to write, draw, you know, the usual,” Chaser tried to ease the worried mind of the only female in the group. “Don’t worry, they’d get the handle of it sooner or later.” He then looked to Graze whose eyes were dashing back and forth between the stallion and draconequus who sat idle and clueless as to why the writer was cautiously observing them.

Iron Clad sighed and facehoofed as if he already knew what was going through the machinations of the white blot snouted stallion. “Just say it already, you’re beginning to creep us out.”

“Oh, you know, it’s nothing that much, but I just thought this was elementary, my dear Anarchy.” Graze began to smile as allowed the bait to float in the waters of the conversation.

“What’s elementary? That ponies use their mouths for everything?” Anarchy guessed.

“That, and you've gotten the first-hoof experience with lumberjack to your left... you know.” Graze controlled his tongue to wiggle and worm as if he were a snake.

The red and black clothed pony, Iron Clad was disgusted at the perverted pegasus’ action as his jaw dropped with astonishment. “Dear Celestia, Graze! How can you be so… so disgusting?!”

“Pftch, ease it, Clad, there aren't any foals here, not like the last time,” Graze swept away Clad’s shocked remark without a care.

“You mean when you visited Anarchy’s kindergarten and ruined a foal’s life because you saw one of them eating glue?” Iron Clad began to argue.

“Technically, I was trying to save his life… some foals don’t even know what they’re consuming these days. One day you’re drinking milk, the next it’s—

“OKAAAAAY, we get your point, let’s not go back there,” Chaser interrupted.

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Let’s pause for another moment because I want to interrupt. You see, not too long ago, I just had to invite Graze to help teach the class with some penmanship…the whole tongue issue again. He was there to help relate with the foals until the end of that class period… this was where things got interesting. Graze was going to take his leave during recess when he spotted a stallion dipping his hoof into some paste, and the only thing Graze could’ve done was make the poor foal feel nothing more but self-conscious as he laughed and leaned on me. The foal had the bravery to ask him, ”Mister, why are you laughing?”

Graze didn’t want to lie nor tell him the truth, I gave him the stare not to do so. He just looked at the kid, bent down on one knee and whispered into his ear. “When you go home, go to your mother and ask her if she likes to eat glue as much as you do.”

The foal actually did it.

The next day I was surprised to see an angry soccer mom in my presence, and let me tell you, even a draconequus such as myself cannot handle the wraith of one of these Tartarus spawns.

That's all you're getting for now... I'm out. But before I post that, I made a deal to write five chapters since I actually agree with a friend that how I put stuff off is ridiculous.

Basically I have hardly touched this site since I've been assigned multiple projects, ranging from 4-6, plus homework and tests. They say Form 6 is harder than University, for the preparation of University.

I've been getting for the most 4 hours of sleep per night because of this, and also, I've had a few... distractions from work... BUT, THE TESTS AND STUFF END THIS WEEK! So by next weekend, I should be fully prepared to write and whatnot including Three of Me School Society 2 which I have 3 chapters in so far.

There are a few twist and turns in my life at the moment, but meeeh... MEEEEEH! It ain't nothing I can't handle.

Summary:

Next weekend = FREEDOM!

The Life you're Given is a story that I would definitely recommend. I honestly never do this, but you can feel the author put his soul into this one, I mean, really... I kinda dig that when you put so much work, and feel so little... for this, you can feel every word.

So, go read, go fave, go thumbs, ask for this dude's autograph, save it and sell that autograph, you know why? Because this story, is the shiz that makes people good authors. Learn to put your soul into it, may it be from real life experiences or not, he tired his best, which is pretty damn good.

READ FIRST, ALL YOUR QUESTIONS WILL BE ANSWERED!

Spoilers in the quote box at the bottom.

I mean, c'mon, 900 words in 45 minutes, and guess what? I love it.

Everything was all serious, and now it's like: Enjoyable for me.

"So, where's this fic going to be posted?" Ahahahaha, don't worry, I've got a plan, I'm just going to rename 3OM: Tartarus and Everfree to School Society 2.

"What about the chapters you already have?" I'm just going to edit them, delete some, fix them up so they relate to the story, but the best part is, that you won't have to read things such as the fight scenes and other chapters over! You've already experienced it, so I am not going to waste your time, nor mine.

Also, in School Society, the first one to be exact, I've deleted the chapters until where the old ponies leave, meaning that Vinetion and Graze never happened, some ponies are still gone, with the added fresh semester feeling and Ditzy and him are still broken up. No, no more OC's.

"When is it going to take place?" Six months after Shadow's events.

"Who is going to be the new enemy?" Everfree College.

"What's going to happen to the old fic?" It's currently being refurbished and proofed, some chapters deleted and the quotes by Kill, Joy and Grace in actual quotes, rather than [<~>]

So, after you've read all that, here's your spoiler.

"Just look at her, Graze, she's looking sick!" Aroma exclaimed, as Valkyria... actually didn't look quite on the healthy side of life.

"What's wrong, baby-girl, are you sick?" I pet talked the dragon, sitting straight up as I began my inspection for infection. "Hmm, her eyes look fine." I then forcefully opened her mouth, making sure to avoid the sharp teeth as I inspect the cavern of jaws. "Nothing's up with her uvula... Valkyria is still a she. I don't see anything wrong with her." I then placed her on my lap as she curled up in a little ball to continue her rest.

As the original owner, before Aroma began taking Valkyria everywhere with her, up to this day, the dragon still comes to me first for anything before with my sister. I'm sure Aroma has tried multiple things, but, there's somethings only Valkyria would allow me to do, as she these days needs more personal space from Aroma's psycho, clingy, baby-treated loving. And man, are those annoying, especially when she goes, and I quote, "Yeeeeees, yeeeeees, who's my dragon? You are! You are! Abubububububu." And everytime she does that, I feel like shooting myself in the face. It's so damn annoying, but I have no choice but to tolerate it anyways.

"Maybe she needs fresh air?" I asked.

"Took her for a walk," the bun manestyle'd mare replied.

"Fed her?"

"Three times a day." She saluted.

"It's supposed to be two," I corrected her.

"I like to spoil my darling, because Mommy loves her very much, isn't that right, Valkyria? Don't you love Mommy, too?" Aroma cheerfully smiled towards the dragon with closed eyes.

I could've only chuckled as Valkyria desperately stared at me with quick shakes of her head. "She said she loves you," I replied for the female dragon.

"Yes, I love you, too, Valkyria! Yeeeeees, yeeees, who's my drag-"  

"Okay, okay, shut it, Aroma, it's too early for that crap," I quickly interrupted her before I was tempted to tie my own noose. "Next question: Did you allow her to do her business?"

"Of course! When I took her for a walk, she went like three times!" Aroma exclaimed. "I mean, is that a bad thing?"

In the distance, through the view of my window, I watched a small piece of the garden set ablaze by Valkyria, as I laughed at Vinetion who, in desperation tried to out the flames with even more leaves. "Hey, Vine! How's your morning going?!"  I opened my window to formally greet the mare with a tease.

"Shut the buck up, Graze! Come down here and clean Valkyria's flaming crap!" She shouted at the top of her lungs, only adding to my laughter. "Y'know what happens when my dragon takes a piss? A bucking bouquet of flowers grow! It's like a volcano erupts when--"

*THUD* I completely closed the window shut, blocking out Vinetion's complaints. "Yeah, Vine says 'hi'."

"Dragons are carnivores, Aroma, meaning, I think it's time Valkyria tried some meat. She can't eat it all the time, but this is just something to reset her diet a little bit, got it?" I hopefully reassured her.

"I don't like the idea of this, Graze,'' she worriedly shied away from the idea.

"Yeah, but I do, this must be the first time in six months I'm going to see some action and blood!" I pumped my hoof in the air and jumped out of my bed. "Are you ready for this, Kyria?! You're going to eat a bunny!" I think I just heard Aroma's heart scream out for the little woodland creatures.

Valkyria's eyes widened like saucers in interest as she licked her lips. "Yeah, now that's my dragon," I nodded in approval.

I'm not sure anymore. I just want to know if I'm wasting time.

Honestly, no matter what anyone says, I should've ended it with Shadow destroyed and everyone living happily ever after. That's my opinion. I won't be in this mess, fighting for a plot or worrying if anyone answers to it or not. Yeah, consistency has gone down the drain, I've honestly been trying to work everything together including my life, writing and work, but other people don't post as frequent as I do and they still get comments and whatnot, so that's not an excuse. Honestly, I believe it was me just starting it over, instead of letting it go the first time. It makes no sense if I get zilch, zit, zero, nada for like 8 hours of work on a chapter, and putting a proofer through it.

Honestly, I've had my time, I've had my fun, I've made many great friends, and I can invest my hours into something much more worthwhile.

So, ya know, I'm not here to please anyone, and you're not here to say "Yes" to just make KillJoy feel better, it's like cough medicine and it's only temporary until the illness is over, and right now, if I'm wasting time, I am feeling very ill.

Should I let it die down? Yes or No. I don't want any big discussions or explanations, just hit me it straight forward with a "Y" or an "N".

BEFORE ANYONE STARTS PARADING THE ENTIRE PLACE! I can't believe I made the entire circle.

(hides in shame) I am going to need some help, and just a little understanding from some of you.

1) I am going to need help proofing it, some of you guys who would like to assist would be getting a few guidelines to follow. Example: Kill, Joy and Grace can't speak in brackets and symbols.

2) I have to delete that Graze and Vine arc, that's one of the many reasons why I stopped.

3) I have to delete some chapters for it to make sense again in the future. Somethings cannot occur.

4) It's going to be the same old fic you are going to love and enjoy.

5) Now that that is over with, and my headache is finally over after making the entire circle, the things I've planned for the rewrites can be shoved in here, while still making sense in a comical manner.

6) The newer chapters would be posted while the proofing is going on so that you may enjoy them... but it won't be published to the public unless EVERYTHING IS GOOD.

You may continue your parade.

So, in this chapter, I didn't like how I ended it, how fast I progressed and how unnecessary somethings were... I made it more suiting to mine, and hopefully more your liking.

I realize I shouldn't have added that last part, or introduce him so weakly. Also, I saved us an entire chapter of unnecessary and can finally head on with the fic to catch up speed.

So, enjoy, and if you don't already follow, please read.

Don't forget

Singing.

Saw Derpy. I KNEW SHE'D COME BACK!

Celestia Sang.

Saw Luna.

Rarity's and Twilight's singing voice.

Saw excited Lyra.

And guess what? If Twilight is a princess now, and may live in the castle, more Luna.

I liked this episode... even though it did feel like the finale that shredded my heart to pieces, it did it in a respectable KillJoy manner that made you enjoy the entire thing before dropping the bomb.

From our tumblr, Chaser and Graze Works to you! (Shameless boosting) You should follow it for amazing art and stuff made by Cloud Chaser and such.

We are all getting ready for our special someone, or to just sit at home/ school and gather the chocolates of your labour... for me, I just switch chocolates to ribs/ buffalo wings, and call that my Valentine's day!

What are you guys doing on this fine, fine day?

Okay, to get one thing off my chest, DO NOT TAKE SOMETHING YOU ONCE ENJOY'D SERIOUSLY!

My God, did I Kill my own Joy... it was terrible.

Now I feel free, oh so free with my writing style. Oh yes.

Also, I play League of Legends now... thanks to Cloud Chaser and Shadow Mark. I'm addicted and I can't stop playing it.