Hope you enjoy it. It's a bit waffle-y but that is for it preluding epic scenes of badassery. It's gonna probably be a F S rank chapter. Unfortunately, may take a dip into dark lands.
Into darker (technically, it was for science, and science said ouch) patches. I just voluntarily sliced my skin. Fucking insane right? I'm not even depressed anymore or anything. I just went to the kitchen, got a knife and went rofl knife on myself. This completely sucks, as pain is addicting to a lot of people. While I'm not a hedonist, I'm feeling like a million right now for 0 reasons. If any of my three peeps who didn't follow me out of 'I MUST FOLLOW ERRYONE' reads this and has gone through similar bullshit (Specifically self-harm, even though I did it on a whim) could you tell me how to not do it again? I try to bring joy to others but at what cost? I do shit like this for funsies?
Ok, calming down, in retrospect, that was incredibly first world problem like of me. Which is something I don't want to become. Because I need to push through the shit. I've done it before, I'll do it again. Except I was a child back then, so if I don't have more fortitude I'm gonna get one of my guy friends to slap some sense into me. Or maybe not, but wahey! At least after looking at kittens I'm good again. Also pictures of my family. Need to be good for them too. Also a little torn duvet cover I had as a kid which my hamster chewed through ere he died. Looking at that reminds me of all the funny stuff he did. Like get trapped in a little tube and my grandad had to pull him out. Or run so fast on his wheel he slipped and was spun around and came out looking all dizzy
Hmm, just writing that is uplifting, writing =/= uplifting however as I HAVE TO DO A STUPID ESSAY! Hardly a big one since she only gave us a week but it does need to be in on Friday. So I must, not procrastinate.
As you can see from the mess above you can see the state of my head, complete jelly. I have that everyday. Just as childish as when I was five. But at least I get A's and A*'s in science and maths, only B in English because NO-ONE IS GOING TO GIVE ME A PC. MY HAND CRAMPS LIKE A BITCH!
Back to Greenland, THAR BE (small) PLOT TIMELINES FOLLOWIN' IF THEE DOTH NOT WANT TO CONTINUE, THIS IS THE END OF THE BLOG
NOT TOO LATE
MMKAY FINE DEN.
The end is about 8 months to me right now, and he's going to be trekking back for a week. They do (Obviously) have a boat ride and that is about 2+ months with sea monsters. If I really can I'll fit the Sea Serpent in there.