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So, I just published Trapped after a break of sorts. I'm aware I only have a few followers on FIMFiction, and you all have much more important things to be doing than reading this, so I'll try to be as brief as possible.

My life (from a personal perspective) over the last few months has been... difficult to say the least. It's all very bitchy and teenager-type problems, so I won't bore you with the details. Suffice to say that one of the major motivations I had for first watching My Little Pony and writing fanfiction about it is now gone from my life. Since then I've really struggled with mild depression and panic attacks, at a time when (for many reasons) my friends haven't been around to support me. More relevant to you guys is the fact that I've been struggling to write fanfiction. I've had no inspiration or will. I tried a few times and I have a few one-shots and longer stories that are half finished and which never will be finished.

Recently things have become slightly better. I've moved on a little, put a few demons to rest, talked it out. So I sat down and wrote Trapped, inspired by a marathon of Murder She Wrote, although that's not really evident in the story. It was supposed to be a one-shot, but I got to the final closing paragraph and was hit by indecision. As someone in the comments of Trapped has pointed out, it is not a one-shot type of story, with a definitive ending. Put simply, I got to the end and I didn't want to stop writing, so I left it open and fully intended the to write another chapter or two.

Then I hit a low point again, in terms of my mental state. I go from highs to lows pretty often, so that was no surprise, but I suddenly felt like I didn't want to write any more. Trapped was sitting on the FIMFiction database, so I published it anyway, with the open ending. I know that eventually I'll want to finish it and I will, but I don't know when it'll be. With university starting in a couple of weeks I'll also have less time to write.  However, I will try and keep writing and putting stuff on here when I can, and try not to go another 3 months without publishing any content.

Thank you for reading.

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Trapped

Rarity is known throughout Equestria as an up and coming star of the fashion design world.

When she sees her chance to give her dresses the edge they need to stand out, she seizes it. Too late does she realise that her mistake could threaten her future and her freedom.

Can Twilight and Rarity (with some help from the rest of the Mane Six) put a stop to the shady goings on in Canterlot and free Rarity from the trap in which she's found herself?

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I started writing this a few days ago. I don't know how good it is really, or if I'm improving as I write more. It's been a long time since I last posted anything though, for a few reasons. It's been difficult to motivate myself; a lot of bad and stressful stuff happened in my life since my last story.

Thank you for reading. As always, if one person likes it then I'll be really pleased and proud.

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If

Many people ask themselves "what if..." and ponies are no different. How altered would our entire lives be if one 'what if' moment  were to change? On one restless night, Fluttershy finds out.

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My 3rd story and my 1st when I've actually had people 'watching' me on FIMfiction. Pressure! I knocked this out in about an hour and a half, with no planning or pre-reader and I'm sure it shows. I just felt like writing something though, and I hope somebody out there enjoys it.

Thanks for reading.

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Meltdown

The magic of friendship depends on the primary five Elements combining to create the spark of magic that is the sixth. When Twilight feels alone, isolated and depressed, not to mention pressurised by having the fate of Equestria permanently in her hooves, she loses control of her emotions, with disastrous results.

Consumed by shadow, can her friends get back the Twilight they know and love, or is Equestria doomed forever?

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Author's note:

This is my second fan-fic. Rather than the short and sweet nature of my one-shot 'Imagine', I decided to try a multi-chapter story. My fics aren't the best things in the world by any stretch of the imagination, but I had so much fun writing this and I loved the experience. If just one person enjoyed it, then that's a bonus. As for my next project... well, we'll see how the mood takes me. Hopefully I'll write a new fic soon, as I have a looong summer ahead, and I really would love to write another. Also, while I remember, a big thanks to my lovely sister and pre-reader.

Thanks for reading.

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Imagine

At first it was just another party, but this one was always going to be special. The first chance to celebrate the anniversary of the original sonic rainboom and Pinkie was going to pull out all the stops.

But when Twilight questions how Pinkie could possibly do the things she does and begins to piece things together, she finally gets an answer. As she does, she realises that sometimes it's important to never lose sight of the pony you are.

Note - this is my first fanfic and hopefully at least someone will enjoy it. No idea if and when I'll right more, but constructive criticism is always welcome. Rated teen just for the brief allusion to alcohol.

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Hey you should think about joinin' ma group:pinkiecrazy::rainbowdetermined2:

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