Urgh. I've been dreading this for a few days. It pains me to tell you guys that this'll be my last entrie on this website. Or any kind of an update at that.
(I don't want to come across as a drama queen, I'm simply saying this as it is and nothing more.)
For the past few days I've been finding myself loosing inspiration aswell as intrest in my work on this site. Not only that but I've recently joined a graphic design course at my college, the workload will only pile up if I spend time writing fiction aswell as drawing. And to be brutaly honest I will NEVER put down my pencil for an activity I chose to take up because I was inspired by other fanfic writers.
I am still officialy a brony, I'm not leaving the fandom or joind a different one. I really didn't want this day to come, this is the exact situation I found myself in when I was writing Twilight's passage. Even though "A hero of war" has been one of my favorite aswell as one of my most sucsesful fics, I have no desire to carry on with it.
As I may have mentioned before, I've been drawing for as long as I could hold a pencil, I want to pursue my dream of creating my own webcomic and go to university. I simply cant work on three thing at once without failing my college course or having a mental breakdown from doing 3 creative, and sometimes quite exhausting activitys at once.
I know I said before that I would carry on and finish my other stories before leaving before FIM, but that was before I realised how hard it was going to be to keep updating you guys with new chapters and stories.
(A personal message to a user "Mr Carnage" I wont be able to help you with the Doctor Whooves story, I appologise but you'll have to give the position to someone else. I really wanted to write this fic because doctor who is one of my all time favorite fictional characters.)
I know some of you might have mixed emotions about, either supportive or aggravated, simply writing hate comments below wont show that you respect me as a human being that has to sometimes make hard descisions in his life, but as a machine that is programed only to write stories. So really it wont bother me, neither will it change anything.
So if any of you dissagree and think that my future isn't as important as the stories I'm writing, then you can go grab yourself a hot cup of fuck you.
All stories will now be canceled. If any of you want to carry them on with sequels or prequels or whatever then go ahead. I may cme to the website if I find the time and still read the odd story to pass the time. If you want to unwatch my account I will completly understand, I wont get upset nor will it bother me at all. I honestly don't mind.
Before anyone asks, no I'm not depressed, I'm perfectly happy and to be honest writing this entry now is lifting a huge weight off my shoulders. *Sigh* I just wish I wasn't listening to sad music while I'm writing this.
I'm not leaving the internet, actually this means I'll be spending more time on my deviantart then ever before. If you ever want to contact me be sure to go look on my profile and pm me.
And now for the mushy stuff.
I cant thank you guys for all the support you've given me aswell as constructive critasizm, it's helped me so much and has helped me grow confidence in what I create and show to complete strangers from an awesome comunity. (Which I'll still be a part of) When I first started writing on this website, I'll admit I was going through one of the most difficult times in my life. (I wont say what it was only that it was what REALLY inspired me to write a hero of war.
I'm not an emo, nor do I beleive in self harm, I do not seek attention from those around me because I'm going through a tough phase. I'm an ordinary christian teenager, I'm healthy, I have a supportive family and, alot of supportive friends, both online and in real life. But it's souly you guys who cheered me up when I was down, when I was breaking down into tears on a daily basis. All I had to do was look at your cheerful, hillarious and somewhat interesting comments and I had a smile on my face again.
So. .... This is it I guess. My final farewell to this website and to you bros. I'm your biggest fan and whish I could repay you for all the good that you've brought me. To everyone I've worked with, to my followers and to who else is reading this.
Stay awesome bros.
Sinceerly.
Ryan, George, Pratt / DontWakeTheNeighbour
It's been a blast.