Damn, it's been a really, really long time since I've updated or done anything here really. Anyways, here's where I've been.
Some of you may remember I was having a really rough time the last few months of last year, both emotionally and mentally. Well, it only got worse and caused me to drop everything writing related while I sorted things out. Between a breakup forcing me to move and the already difficult time I was having, I had to bail out. Any extra responsibilities beyond the absolute necessities went out the window along with the remaining shreds of my sanity.
However there is a silver-lining in all of this chaos. I now found myself with much less stress and was finally able to focus on "me" and my issues. So after some time, a bit of counselling and medication juggling, I found a solution in this lovely little compound:
I began taking Methylphenidate, or as it's more commonly know as, Ritalin.
While the drug kind of has a bit of a bad name for being used as an easy treatment for ADHD in children, it can also be proscribed to adults with ADHD as well. (such as in my case.) Almost immediately I began to notice the changes. Even on a low dose I found my anxiety easing and my focus a bit better. Fast forward a few months of balancing my dose, I feel the best I have in a long time. Despite the bad name given to the drug, it does work, and works great.
Now that I am finally feeling better, I feel I am ready to get back on track with my writing. However I find myself scratching my head as where to begin with this mess I left behind. (I have a lot to do!)
Anyways, that's why I vanished and there hasn't been any word on Colors for a while. I'll be getting myself situated again and jump-start my writing process here in the next few days.
So in other words, I'm back!