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Dearest diary 3/30
Today marks the first day of a new era for me. I crushed Big Macintosh once and for all by slicing his little Smarty pants to shreds. I can’t believe he’ll have such a big heart for that old doll. I wonder where he got it from since I don’t remember seeing it in the store. But still I feel some kind of a nagging feeling in the back of my head. Well diary at least you won’t judge me in form or way for what I’m about to write down but I feel a little bad for hurting Big Macintosh. He never did anything wrong to me nor did he even know me in the first place until I went to his house to warn him to stay away from my Lyra Heartstrings. I also gotta admit he’s also a darn good dancer, man, I never believe that a big stallion like him can move with such grace and fluid agility. But nonetheless I did warn him and I had to do what I had to do. So with that out of the way I guess this is all I have to say. Good night diary.
Today is the day! I will ask my beautiful Heartstrings on a date, I repeat I will be asking Heartstrings on a date! I have told you this many times but this time I will ask Lyra Heartstrings on a date, I mean it! Putting Macintosh in his place boosted my confidence to oh yeah I can do this. But what if Lyra isn’t into mares…I mean she did look like she enjoyed being around Macintosh especially when both of them went to have lunch together. What if she gets offended and totally disses me after embarrassing me in front of everypony. I never thought so deeply about this. There are only two possibilities soooooooo I hope she gives me a chance because I really love her! The time has come, finally. Wish me luck diary, wish me luck. Because it is now or never. Here I go.
SHE SAID YES!!!!!!!!!!! SHE SAID YES!!!!!!!!!!! I can’t believe she said yes and she nuzzled me too! I’m just excited that I can’t tell you everything diary. MY DREAMS ARE COMING TRUE!!!! I, no, WE are going to have dinner together! Good night diary.
Guess what!? I had a wonderful time with Heartstrings and to top it off I saw a stallion propose to his marefriend and she said yes. Heartstrings is so charming with that beautiful voice of hers, I so lost myself to it that I didn’t realize that she went on and on and on that the food got cold. Eh I didn’t care because my sweet Lyra Heartstrings asked me if she can over to my place for a cup of coffee. So today I’ve been busy as a bee cleaning my place up so it can be spick and span. I had to hide all of the sculptures and paintings I created of her, she’ll freak out at seeing them and may think I’m super obsessed with her which probably I am obsessed with her. But shhh! This is between you and me diary so please don’t tell anypony. Ok there is only half an hour left on the clock until Lyra gets here, oh I can’t wait to look into her golden eyes so I can feel the beauty of love flowing into me while I rub her aquamarine coat and give her horn a little peck because I heard somepony say that if I kiss the horn it will give me a little tingle of a shock which will go through me. So after kissing her warm soft lips then I’ll kiss her horn…ah!! Why am I getting ahead of myself so quickly! This is only a simple act of breaking bread and enjoying a nice cup of coffee imported from the Griffon Republic with her. I will take every minute given to me to get to know her and she will know me just like she knows every note of her lyre. OH MY!! SHE’S HERE!! Ten minutes earlier than the set time but she’s here! Diary here I go!
Two days later
I guess today will be the last day I write from home. I amazed that already so quickly she’ll ask me to move in with her, I mean sure I’m ecstatic to be under the same roof of the mare I love but this is just moving too fast for me. Just the way in which she was asking me to move in with her, almost caused chills to run down my spine. I could see her eyes losing their loving touch and when I declined the first time, she stomped out and, and, I’m afraid to write this down but since you’ll never think of the worse for anything, I will tell you diary. When Lyra stomped out I watched her from the front window just to make sure she didn’t trip on anything, but just then I saw a stray dog run up to her. Maybe it wanted some food from her. Her horn glowed. Causing her magical aura to form around the dog’s neck and twist it!! She killed that poor little dog! Why will she do that? Kill some little stray dog for no reason!! I mean perhaps she wasn’t thinking straight because we did drink some champagne and her words sounded slurred when she asked me to move in with her. So diary after going into deep thought a couple of hours ago, moving into Lyra Heartstring’s house won’t sound so bad. I will miss my home though but ma and pa said they’re be more than happy to take care of it and I don’t mind if they move in. They can stay in my house for as long as they want. Oh great! Look at me diary I’m already tearing up because I worked so hard for this house and now I will no longer be living in it any more, I think this is how some ponies feel when moving to a new place. My stuff is all packed up and Derpy just arrived to pick it up. Hmm, I wonder what happened to her partner? I heard her say that both of them are like the best moving team in the entire furniture delivery depot. Any who, good bye old sweet home, I will miss you.
Lyra Heartstring’s house is incredibly pristine! It’s very umm, well I will say harmonic but that will sound kind of typically assertive because she is a musician so I will say her home is grander than anything I read in those home magazines! So Lyra which I guess I’ll call her now in order to save space, moved a lot of her stuff so I can place my stuff there! How kind! She told me we’ll be sleeping in the same bed together. Normally I will find the aspect to be uncomfortable because c’mon I just meet the mare a few days ago, still got a lot to know of her, and moved into her house even when I felt some doubt forming inside of me. But as long I’m with the mare of my dreams then I guess it’ll be all right. Don’t you think so diary… :)
Her True Colors
Lyra went off to Canterlot to do some performances, so I got the house for myself for the time being. Going room to room is kind of fun! She has a room for reading which by the way has a nice comfy couch, sort of like the one Rarity has. The room next to it is medium size with a lot of padding on the walls. I went inside, closed the door behind me and heck was I amazed! It’s completely soundproof I couldn’t hear any of the activities going on outside, this must be the room she uses to practice her music. The master bathroom has a huge tub with a bubble feature; I guess both of us can fit in there and make out. Oh I’m such a little devil!! Laugh out loud! Her study room is very peaceful with a little bonsai tree on her desk, some smooth smelling incense, a Newton’s cradle, ink well pens, and a record player with a bunch Sapphire shores vinyls. Ugh, I wouldn’t say her music is the worst but at the same time I would say her music isn’t really good either. Nice kitchen too if I might add. So Lyra cooked some breakfast with a little note next to my plate that said I love you, awww. I’m so lucky, just so lucky! Any way I got some stuff to unpack. After of which I’ll go to town to buy some groceries so I can cook Lyra a wonderful dinner. Good bye for today diary.
Lyra got mad me! I mean I made her mad! She got home from practice all upset and, and she just sat down asking if I made anything to eat. So I showed her that I made her some cherrychangas and just the way her face turned from unhappy to true disgust so fast made me ashamed of myself for cooking such a bad dinner. I skipped dinner to go upstairs so I can ask her why she’s so upset. When I sat next to her, she glared at me like I was invading her private space and her nostrils flared. I quietly asked why she’s so upset and she yelled, no Screamed at me that stupid Octavia wasn’t there! At the performance that was scheduled for both of them to play a duet, Octavia didn’t show up and the audience became rowdy. So rowdy that when Lyra decided to play her musical serenity to calm down the audience, one of them yelled that they wanted Octavia the living musical legend of Equestria. This must have shocked Lyra’s core. The audience didn’t have any sort of interest of her music. They only wanted Octavia…AH! That will explain why Lyra was so pleased when Macintosh stopped to listen to her music, because somepony had interest in her music. Well diary I think I’ll end right here, Lyra just shifted and the light from the lamp is shining on her face. I don’t want her to wake up. I think sleeping with Lyra isn’t such a bad idea after all. Good night diary.
I woke up to some sweet affection this morning. I think Lyra is very affectionate because before she got up from the bed she started kissing me in the back of neck. I could feel her warm breath tickling me. Uhhh, I’m starting to feel warm all over remembering the sweet soft nipping on the tip of my ear. Oooh I wished she just turned me over so we can start making out! Again Lyra made me breakfast with a little note telling me that she loves me, AWWW! I’m such a lovebird. But I should have woken up so I can go with her to Canterlot where she practices her music. But being a deep sleeper also has it perks in enjoying Lyra’s memory foam bed. Nevertheless diary, I want to be with her as much as I can, so at noon I’ll go the store to buy an alarm clock along with some peaches. I now know that Lyra doesn’t like cherries and I should ask her what foods she likes so I can know what not to cook whenever she is in a bad mood. I still miss my old home. That is it for today diary.
Lyra screamed at me! It’s my entire fault…she came back home very happy because she played for group of children in Canterlot then we ate peach cobbler for dinner with Coca-Sierra, after dinner we chatted for a bit and started to cuddle on her comfy couch. We began making out, her lips are so warm just like her soft tongue. Diary I know you don’t care about the details because you’re worried why Lyra screamed at me. She began kissing me all over my neck, her lips journeyed down my body, down my neck, down my chest, down my belly, and she began hitting close to home. I covered myself. That is when she became angry. Why will she want to go there so quickly? I feel cold, does she want to do it already? This is going too fast for me. I want to experience falling in love with her. Yeah, I know that I’m already in love with her but I want to experience that feeling. That slow growing feeling that others feel when falling in love, Ma & Pa always told me to wait for the perfect somepony to stay pure. Pure. Oh diary I don’t know what to do! Ma & Pa know that I’m love with Lyra, Ma frowned uh oh. Finish tomorrow.
Lyra went off to practice, she only kissed me on the cheek and I forgot to set my alarm clock, how dumb of me. Now continuing where I left off, ma frowned when I told her that I’m in love with Lyra, I could tell she felt shame that her own flesh and blood will fall into unordinary love with a mare. Pa on the other hand or hoof, ha laugh out loud, almost reacted the same like ma but since he is my pa and I am his precious daughter, he congratulated me with a big hug. Pa will always love me no matter what. Well at least ma has little brother, whom I think he has his eye on the mare with glasses so she wouldn’t frown when he makes his little confession about that mare. Pa gave me his blessing while Ma asked me if I’m really making the right decision. I guess it hurts her knowing that her daughter isn’t following in her hoof steps, but she is still my ma and I will always love her just like she will always love me. The love of a mother is undying. I am still shaken up about last night I hope Lyra won’t do that again but at the same time I don’t know what to do. What can I do or what should do? I want to stay pure for my Lyra, I want to propose to her…I want to marry her. I should hide you in a different spot diary because it could be just me or I think Lyra is the type of pony what will go through my diary. Setting my alarm clock right now so I can wake up and go with her to Canterlot so I can see her practice.
I woke up at the same time Lyra did and she smiled at me. We quickly ate a small breakfast. When we were done we boarded the train that took us to Canterlot, she leaned her head on my shoulder to enjoy the sights. We arrived at Canterlot and trotted together like the happy couple we are, she showed me the place where she and Octavia practice, it’s called the Equestria music academy. As I went inside I noticed a commemorative plaque. It said that this academy has been founded by Octavia; I guess she used the money she earned from her many legendary performances to build this place. So skipping ahead a bit if you don’t mind at all diary. Lyra told me that she needed ten minutes to warm up in complete privacy, being myself, I explored the academy. I saw flutes, drums, trumpets, bassoons which I don’t know how a pony can play that instrument, oboes, and a guqin. I waltzed into Octavia’s office, which from the fine layer of dust collecting over her desk I can say she hasn’t been in for a couple of days. I sat down behind her desk so I can pretend that I’m the school founder, yeah! I noticed many picture frames hanging on her walls and a few on her desk. I guess she really loves her husband very much. Hmmm, you know what diary Octavia just gave me a wonderful idea. I should start taking pictures of me and Lyra so I can put them in frames once I buy a camera first of course. You’re bored already aren’t you diary? Ok, ok after the ten minutes Lyra called me in, she told me to sit on a chair in front of her. She began to play and next thing I know I’m lost. I lost myself to the beauty of her music, the pluck of each string took me out of my body. The universe in its entirety began to flow inside of me, the euphoria of this event made me forget about Lyra’s little misdeed. If only Lyra knew that I really wanted her to take me and make passionate love with her. Her music will be the end of me. Farewell for today diary.
I’m scared. I’m scared. I’m scared. Lyra got upset again when I wouldn’t allow her to go far. She raised her hoof at me like she wanted to hit me or something but she stopped herself and just went to sleep. I turned off my alarm clock and when I woke up I found a sorry note next to my plate. Something inside of me is telling this is only the beginning of something worse. But that is only ma speaking to me in my head.
Lyra’s behavior has taken a drastic change now. She is arriving angry often now. WHY ISN’T OCTAVIA PERFROMING WITH LYRA AND HOW COME THOSE STUPID AUDIENCE PONIES FAIL TO ENJOY LYRA’S MUSIC!! I talk to her and she always glares at me, I sit down to listen to her play and she smiles at me. Lyra must have internal torment. Every day, any day, any hour, she can loving or be violent. Again she raised her hoof at me. Why? She loves me, why will she think of raising her hoof at me. Diary, I love Lyra with all of my heart but this feeling, no, not a feeling, my intuition. Nothing beats a mare’s intuition. And nothing will stop me from loving Lyra. No matter what she does I will be by her and I will always love her.
She hit me.
Lyra took me into a loving hug after she struck me again. She says hers motives are out of love. She loves me so that is why she is doing this to me. It has to be for my own good because don’t most couples go through a rocky period in one point of their relationship. So this is only the rocky period of our relationship…this will be over soon. I just know it because there’s always a shining light at the end of the tunnel.
I deserve love not pain. Lyra is forcing herself on me, she is desperately wants my purity (As I put it diary) however, I always manage to stop her. Now I ask you this diary. If Lyra was with Macintosh instead of being with me, would she be treating him like this? Hitting him, glaring at him, trying force sex on him, this is my fault, all my fraking fault. All this pain to be with the mare I love, I brought this upon myself. I need help…help…
Bon Bon’s little brother knocked on the front door, ever since finding out that his big sister is dating a mare. He’s been nursing a curiosity to meet this mare and get to know who she is, besides her name.
An aura glowed around the door. “Ah! You must be Bon Bon’s little brother, it’s Running Sun right?” Lyra asked the young colt.
The colt happily nodded his head. “Yup that’s my name and you must be Lyra if I’m not mistaken.”
Lyra giggled before nodding, she can already tell that she will have a huge liking for him.
“Come in if you want, Running Sun, your sister is in town picking up some supplies for the panty. So are you hungry?” Lyra kindly asked.
Running Sun shook his head; he didn’t want to impose on Lyra’s hospitality and he still has a little bit of that foalish habit that he’ll only eat if big sister Bon Bon is with him.
“No, I’m not hungry but thanks for the offer, though.”
Lyra tilted her head, because right after the last word left his mouth, Running Sun’s stomach growled.
“Cookie?” Lyra’s magic levitated the rather large treat in front of Running Sun.
“Thank you.” He shamefully took the cookie with ears drooping down.
Meanwhile Bon Bon arrived from town, after walking into the house her ears picked up the sound of Running Sun’s all too familiar laughter along with Lyra’s. Bon Bon dropped the shopping bag she held in her mouth. A long violin squeal of the strings played in her mind…she had to protect him from Lyra.
“No!” Bon Bon screamed in her mind.
The cream colored Earth pony dashed into the dining room where Lyra and Running Sun sat enjoying cookies and glasses of low fat ice cold milk.
The young colt spotted his sister.
“Bon Bon!!” He shouted in joy with a mouth full of cookies. Running Sun jumped off the chair to hug his dear sister.
Bon Bon hugged her brother tight, seeing that he’s safe and sound. “Runny Sunny.” The affectionate nick name she gave him.
“Sis! Not in front of Lyra!” Said Running Sun in full embarrassment.
She let go of him and made eye contact with him. “Running Sun don’t you think it’s time for you to go home? Ma & Pa must be wondering where you are.”
Running Sun opened his mouth in protest. “What but I just got here a few minutes ago sis and Lyra said she was going to give me some tips in introducing myself to this nice looking mare who wears glasses.”
“Really?” Bon Bon asked in complete surprise.
Lyra beamed an ear to ear grin along with raising her head high. “Sweetheart let him stay just a little bit longer, he is so eager in introducing himself to this mare so he can get the chance to know her name.” Lyra softly patted Running Sun on the head causing the colt to smile at her.
Bon Bon felt her body freezing up, she cannot allow her little brother to become attached to Lyra or much less start liking her. It could become a potential hazard…only Bon Bon and the Great Spirit know what things Lyra is capable of doing.
“I must protect him!”
“Running Sun you should go home now I will come visit later on during the week, ok.” Bon Bon took Running Sun into another embrace.
The young colt let out a light snort. “Fine! I’ll go home now! Bye sis and bye Lyra I hope you can finish giving me tips.” He trotted up to Lyra and gave her a quick hug.
Bon Bon’s heart skipped a beat. This can’t be happening or it’s just a simple empty gesture.
“Bye, Running Sun I hope you can visit again soon.” Lyra said.
“Bye!” Running Sun left.
Bon Bon closed the door; she let out a long sigh in finally seeing that he’s safely away from Lyra. But when she turned around, she found Lyra glaring at her without the loving twinkle in her golden eyes.
“Running Sun is my guest and as my guest he can stay here for as long as he likes! I felt like we were starting to bond or something then you had to come and just screw it up!” Lyra yelled.
“He needed to get back home because Ma will get worried sick.”
“Don’t give me that load of bullocks Bonny! I know why you wanted him to leave so quickly.” Lyra waited for the obvious to be asked which will then reveal the real motive.
“Enlighten me!” Shouted the earth pony.
“You’re afraid that he might start copying our type of relationship.”
“That’s right sweetheart, you don’t want him to follow in your hoofsteps but never fear I won’t do anything to change the way he is. I simply wanted to help him so he can be with that mare but I’m sure you have something to say no?” Reveal.
Bon Bon thoughtlessly spoke her mind.
Something of which will guarantee an agonizing predicament.
“I-I don’t want him near you! I will protect him from the likes of you!” Bon Bon bravely yelled
Suddenly without any form of warning and almost faster than one’s mental reaction to an incoming stimulus. Lyra struck Bon Bon with a powerful slap.
Bon Bon lifted her hoof to her left cheek. Tears of pain began to form in her cyan eyes while a face of pure hurt slowly assembled. She fell to her knees and started to cry.
Lyra stood still, just looking down at her beautiful marefriend who cried once again... She had to put Bon Bon in her place.
The turquoise unicorn stooped down and took Bon Bon into a loving hug. "Shhhh, there, there, it will be all right. I did this because I love you and in time you will understand, I love you Bonny, I love you very much." Lyra lovingly kissed the earth pony on the cheek.
Bon Bon hugged Lyra back in order to force her thoughts to flow into her heart.
"I can't...but I must."
I will go to Canterlot so I can meet Shining Armor, he can help me.
Bon Bon woke up before Lyra, she quickly brushed her teeth before leaving to catch the train.
A couple of minutes later Lyra woke up, she got taken aback at seeing that Bon Bon woke up before she did. So out of normal body routine, Lyra went to the bathroom to do normal business. After flushing the toilet and going to the sink to wash her face, she noticed that the toilet was not filling up with water. Lyra sighed in annoyance. Her horn glowed in lifting up the lip to take a peek into the tank.
"Well hello what's this?" She found a book sealed inside a water tight plastic bag. Slowly she took took the book out of the plastic bag. "Well I'll be, it's Bon Bon's diary." Lyra opened the diary, she turned to the last page. "Hmmmm...He won't believe her and I will have to put her in her place again but permanently this time."
Shining Armor called Bon Bon into his office, she trotted in and first thing she spotted were many pictures of him with Princess Cadance. She frowned because she remembered that old idea she had.
"So want can I help you with?" Shining Armor asked.
Bon Bon quickly cut to the chase. "You must help me! My partner hits me and she forced herself on me many times."
"You mean He not She." Shining Armor corrected.
"No, it's she. My partner's name is Lyra and I moved in with her and after some time she began expressing aggressive behavior. It did not take long before she started to hit me. Look." Bon Bon grabbed a tissue from Shining Armor's desk, she slowly wiped off the make up she wore when ever she went out. A black eye became visible.
Shining Armor rubbed his chin. Her story seems legitimate along with the black eye which also backs her story in every possible way but one little self imposed flaw presented itself in Shining Armor's rationale.
"I'm sorry Bon Bon but I'm afraid that I cannot help you."
This is unreal. "Wh-wh-what do you mean you can't me! I'm more than sure that she'll hit me tonight!"
"I understand your grave concern, but it doesn't make any sense that a mare will hit her mare partner. If it were a stallion then it'll make more sense but a mare abusing a mare does not. I'm sorry but I simply can't believe you. Because I met Lyra before and if you recall she was a brides made for my wife. She's incapable of doing whatever you're accusing her of, so please Bon Bon unless you have sufficient proof that Lyra is abusing you then please be kind enough to show it to me otherwise leave my office right now because I will not tolerate you saying lies about my wife's friend." Shining Armor's horn glowed in opening the door for Bon Bon.
Defeated she walked out to board the train and head back home.
Her old true home after she gets her diary first.
Bon Bon knew Lyra will not home at this hour. After she walked in something was thrown at her hoofs.
"Did you honestly think that Captain Shining Armor will believe you?" Lyra said as she emerged from the shadows.
Bon Bon looked at the object that was thrown at her hoofs, she squinted to clarify her vision.
"Oh no..." It's her diary and Lyra must of read the page she wrote last night in the bathroom.
Magic closed the all the curtains and sealed the front door to prevent any form of escape.
"I guess I will need to show you what happens when you try to betray the mare you love." Lyra spoke in a voice of complete cold love.
Bon Bon closed to her eyes so she wouldn't see the hoof coming down upon her.
My dear readers I'm sorry for the long wait, but the first week is always the busiest.
Chapter 35- Mother? and The Reservation.
Princess Celestia noticed a close resemblance to the mare singing on stage and Octavia setting down next to her, her eyes widened because her mind connected the dots between both mares. When the old mare with a young voice started singing Octavia dropped her fork.
Chapter 36- Turn around.