I Will Find You

by Hazel_Hester777


Remembering Pain

“I hate when you do that!” Fluttershout yelled at Rarifruit.

“But you know that I am right” Rarifruit calmly said, a smirk on her face.

“I told you to stop it!” the mare’s tone finally sounded like she was hurt.

Pinkis noticed her friend’s tone. “You should end it now…If you continue, you’ll make her cry”

Rarifruit finally softened the moment she saw the Pegasus’ eyes about tear up. “Hey, I didn’t mean to…”

“Shut it, shut it, SHUT IT!” Fluttershout yelled one last time before the pain and tears overwhelmed her. Turning her face away, she ran from the group as fast as she could.

Brutalight was having a good day after the whole Hunt was over. But her mood was killed off when she noticed her friend crying and running away.

“Why is she crying?” the Alicorn thought to herself.

Rarifruit was still staring at the direction Fluttershout ran to, upset that she hurt her friend. “I…I didn’t want to make her cry”

“Poor pony” Applepills shook her head.

Derpigun joined in. “Yeah, I’m sorry for her”

Their situation got worse when Brutalight came in. “Can anyone please explain why I just saw Fluttershout just ran away, crying?”

Rarifruit looked down, ashamed for her actions. “I…I didn’t do it on purpose”

“Rarifruit” Brutalight glared at the Unicorn.

The Unicorn didn’t answer, she just hang her head down in fear of her Leader.

“Fine! If you don’t answer me, maybe your daughter may know something” saying so, the Alicorn’s horn began to ignite as she looked at Pinkis Cupcake.

Pinkis tried to make a run for it, but Brutalight’s magic was faster. The cannibal could do nothing as she was levitated in the air. Brutalight knew this was cruel to do harm to her friends, but she had to get some answers. She tightened her magic’s grip on the cannibal’s neck.

Pinkis began to panic as she couldn’t breathe. “MOMMY! HELP ME!”

That did it; the Unicorn couldn’t bear to see her first child suffer. “Okay, I’ll talk! Just let her go!”

Brutalight smirked; a mother always hated to see her children suffer. She released her grip on Pinkis as the earth pony gasped for air and coughed as she began to recover. She finally let her back on the ground as Rarifruit ran to her side.

“Sorry, Pinkis” Brutalight mused.

Pinkis coughed. “It’s fine”

“I just wanted to help her…she needs somepony who to stay with. She can’t suffer forever”

“What do you hope to earn in this way? That she admits you’re right?”

“I…I just want to help her. We are best friends, despite how we quarrel with each other a bit now”

“This is because you don’t know when to close your mouth, especially when it comes to love and this is the result”

“I just want to make her understand that in the world, there aren’t just stallions like the brother of my husband”

“You’re right, there is worse: She screams us all to the Netherworld”

“But, Brutalight, she is suffering inside herself. She needs someone who can comfort her. How are you feeling now that you are staying with Flash?”

“What I suggest to you, Rarifruit is to help her, but don’t overdo. Until now, quarrel about love is just a utopia, especially for me”

“I’m sorry again for what I did with the meddling, but I did it for her own good”

“You mustn’t say sorry to me, but to her. I know you want to help her, but in doing so, you destroy her psychologically and you would make her heart a stone. Is this what you want?”

Rarifruit looked down again. “No…I don’t want…”

“Now find her, and tell her sorry”

Rarifruit then smiled. “Of course, see you later” and with that, Rarifruit disappeared.

Brutalight sighed. “Poor Shouty”

Pinkis looked down. “Yeah, it’s been over a year now since that Incident”

“The first heartbreak is always the most painful”

“You okay, Brutalight?” Applepills asked.

“I’m fine! It’s just…I worry about Fluttershout. She’s the second most powerful Freak of us all, me as the first of course, so she has all this chaotic energy inside her. If she gets upset and it consumes her, we’ll see worse than the day Rarifruit was reborn”

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No, she’s not right…it wasn’t even my fault…He…

Fluttershout ran as fast as her hooves could carry her. Her tears were still as evident as ever. I know, this was normally not seen in Fluttershout. But, when it comes to a pain too deep, it all causes even the Queen of Ear Rape to break down. Finally, she reached her destination: a small, wooden room with a lock on it. She quickly undid the lock and went inside, closing it as she went. The mare stood stone silent for a good few moments, leaning on the door, until the sound of a small sniffle permeated through the stillness. She bit her lip, tears starting to fill her eyes completely. She finally sank down as the pain consumed her. The, slowly, she walked to the other side of the room for what she went for.

There, on a desk, was a picture of her and her ex, Creepigie. All bit of her sadness began to turn into rage when she stared at it. He did this to her. He was the one to blame.

If you didn’t do what you did on that fateful night, none of this would’ve happened. If you didn’t take…her…

Fluttershout just stared at the picture, before she went to remember the events that led to her state that one year ago. If I didn’t know any better, she looked like a mother who just lost her child.