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// The Letter  
// Story: Soarin, My Changeling 
// by Orangeblossom1212 
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Dear rainbow dash, 
Hi it's me, Soarin. I know you probably don't want to see or hear me right now, and your probably about to rip this letter apart. But please don't. Please give me a chance and listen, well in this case read. I'm so sorry! You have every reason to hate me for what I've done to you. I haver meant to abandon you, leave you, to ignore you. I love you, I know it doesn't seen like it but I do. I promise ,your more important to me than anything in the world! I love you Rainbow with all my heart. 

Even when I have no right. I have no right because of what I've done, and I'm sorry. Please forgive me Rainbow Dash. I have some personal things I've been going through scents I met you, and when I joined the bolts, I let it get in the way. I let it get in the way so much I didn't acknowledge you. I was so scared that I'd mess thing up. That I'd do something wrong. I'm so sorry Rainbow Dash, that's no excuse for what I've done.

You deserve so much better than I could ever give you. I'm nothing but a worthless jerk who doesn't even deserve the right to know a mare as amazing as you. I'm so sorry Rainbow Dash please for give me. I was trying not to hurt you- no I was only thinking of myself. I was only caring about what you thought of me, not what I was doing to you. I was being a self centered jerk. I'm so sorry, please forgive me Rainbow Dash.

I never even read a single one of your letters, but I kept them. I didn't actually read them until I finally mustered up all the courage, I had to open them. I read them, all of them Rainbow Dash, I'm so sorry. I never knew your Dad was sick or that he passed. I'm so sorry! I should have been their for you! But I wasn't. I was being to self centered to realize, that by not responding not telling or talking to you. It wasn't just hurting me but you too, it hurt me Rainbow Dash it truly did. I thought, never mind, you needed me and I was caught in conflict with myself with what to do. 

I feel like I took it out on you. I'm so sorry Rainbow Dash, I don't expect you to forgive me. I wasn't their during the one time you truly needed me, all because I didn't bother to read your letters. I always told myself I'd read it tomorrow. I always said this to myself thinking that maybe I'd read it tomorrow, and tell you and that the next day I'd have mustered up the courage to tell you. But Rainbow time flew by, it flew by so fast. I'm so sorry. I write this to say, I'm sorry.

I still can't bring myself to tell you my secret. Please don't be angry or try to figure it out. I'll try to tell you eventually, at least at some point I promise. I'll tell you one day if you really want me to, but I'm sorry. I can't, not now, I don't want to loose you if I haven't already. I love you Rainbow. I always have and I'm sorry. I don't really expect you to forgive me, I don't deserve forgiveness, no, not after what I've done. But I promise you, that I meant it when I said I love you. I always have and that will never change.

I promise I will never abandon you again nor leave your side. If that's ware you want me, if you send a letter I'll write back as soon as I get it. I promise, I don't care if I have to quite the bolts to be their for you. I will do anything because I love you. I always have and I always will, no matter what. I never told you how much I cared. I never showed you Rainbow Dash. You deserve so much more than I could ever give you.  Rainbow Dash I'm so sorry, I can't even tell you how sorry I am because even that's not enough .I'll be at the wedding tonight. I'll try and find you. If you don't want to talk to me then I'll leave you alone. I won't bother you or break your heart ever again. 

~Love Soarin