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// May 20 
// Story: Blood Red Roses 
// by totallynotabrony 
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bunch lotus-Safflower
bunch daffodil-Draft Ale
bunch daffodil-Craft Ale
sunflower-Crystal Blue
bushel rose petals-Cup Cake
4 begonia-Deep Thoughts
spring sampler-Rainbow Dash













It's been all morning and I don't know what to write.
I feel-paralyzed?  Maybe not the right word.  I don't know what to do.  I wish
I haven't been able to find any answers.

Maybe Lamplight could

If I would ever speak to Lamplight again, he would have to earn the privilege.  And he still might be a murderer.  I'm second-guessing my decision not to tell Princess Twilight about him.

It's like I feel that everything's out of control.  Well, maybe not.  I can control things in my life.  I just don't know what's going to happen within the next day or two.
But if I just get through this, I can figure it out.

Well, at least I know what I'm doing tomorrow morning.  Mrs. Cake came by.  Reminder: go by Sugarcube Corner in the morning for some of their rosehip tea.

I noticed Rainbow Dash hanging around on a cloud most of the day.  Just before closing, she came down wearing a pair of sunglasses and hurriedly bought some flowers.  She asked if I could be discreet.  Believe me, I know how.  Still kind of funny thinking that Rainbow Dash of all ponies could be embarrassed about something.  I did need a laugh.



This afternoon, I looked at some journals at the store.  None of them are as nice as this one is, or rather, was before it got soaked.  I have one good page left after this one.

Tomorrow is the full moon.