5 orchid-Blossomforth
bunch daffodil-Draft Ale
bunch daffodil-Craft Ale
bunch periwinkle-Rarity
package ginger root-Ginger Snap
button carnation-Filthy Rich
5 more orchid-Blossomforth
bunch lavender-Saffron
Wednesday
I feel like I want to go over to the tavern after work. I feel like it, but I don't think I will. Altering my mind doesn't seem like it could make things better, just weirder. Also, why would I want to be less than 100% right now? No way do I want to make myself more vulnerable.
Wow, Roseluck, already thinking about drinking and it's barely past eight.
Then again, I'm kind of on a downward slide. I honestly thought about not reporting a murder.
I did, though, of course. Regardless of what's going on with me, somepony being killed is still more important.
But I thought about hiding it.
But of course I can't seem to stay positive and I'm back to thinking about werewolves. As weird as it is to think about-as much as I shouldn't have to think it in the first place-I'm happy that the sight of blood still disgusts me. I don't crave meat. But is that because I'm a pony? Would that change if I changed?
I've seen what wolves can do. I don't want that to be me.
At the library, I looked up the moon cycle. The next full moon is on the 21st.
I need to get a new journal. I have about that many pages left.