This is crazy
I don't really remember last night. I'm so scared right now.
I'm fine. I seem to be fine.
Daisy and Lily can't know about this. What would they think?
Is this really real? It can't be. Can it?The blood
I don't know what happened to Lamplight. I never thought I'd say this, but I really want to see him right now. He could be hurt.
I need to put my thoughts in order.
Yesterday, the last thing I wrote about was being at the pub. After that, Lamplight and I went for a walk. I was hoping maybe it would just be back to my house, but he steered us into the trees. I wasn't sure what to think. I think I said something about how we were off the beaten path. He said that it was that kind of night and smiled. Dear Celestia, what a creep. I should never have agreed to the date. He asked me if I had noticed changes. What changes? He seemed disappointed when I said I hadn't. He started getting closer. I backed up until I hit a tree. He told me I didn't need to be afraid. Stupid. How else was I supposed to feel? Even now, I was so scared. And worse, I can't remember what happened next. It's
It's like flashes. Just a little here and there. The trees, the ground. Blood. I don't know
The next thing I remembered I was on my way back home. It was dark, past midnight. I'm glad nopony saw me. When I got into the bathroom at home, I didn't even look at the mirror before getting into the shower. I'm so glad I didn't. Seeing the blood going down the drain was horrible enough.
No, what's horrible is that I don't think it was mine. I can't find any place on my body that's injured. Well, besides the scabs on the bite on my leg. I think they got scraped off somehow.
I'm just glad I had the presence of mind to clean the shower. I'm not telling Daisy and Lily about any of this.
12:30 pm
At lunch, Daisy and Lily asked me if I was sick. I said yes. I'll have to either figure out how to act like nothing is wrong or keep playing at ill.