I opened my eyes again, hoping that the last few hours was just a horrible dream.
It wasn't, it fucking wasn't.
I closed and opened them again and saw the same scenario as before. My friends and I were huddled at the far corner of a shitty windowless van, somewhere in the middle of nowhere. I remember my body feeling funny when Egghead finally told me he liked me, I remember the fear I heard when those fuck boys came to take us away. I felt the sadness and held in the tears as we were driven away hours ago. Every minute it seemed like the bright lights were getting fewer and far between. We even went uphill for what seemed like an hour. By the time we went downhill the lights were gone outside, all there was was the moonlight illuminating nothingness. The freeway signs all said one thing: Barstow.
The fuck is a "Barstow"?
My mind was on my Egghead. I nearly choked up thinking that at that moment he was lying in a pool in his own blood. Even as the thought of never seeing him again was entering my mind. I began to get emotional, holding back the tears
Get it together, Dash! No time to be breaking down like this. The girls fucking depend on you!
In front of the six of us were four men: two in the front, while the other two were looking at us on the other side of the van. One was holding the sliding door, the other was on the other corner, staring at us. He was breathing heavily and touching himself between his legs, it looked like he was staring at Fluttershy.
Fluttershy looked down, trying not to see that sick fuck looking at her while getting off.
"Hi Fluttershy, you look really pretty," he said.
Fluttershy didn't say anything, she just looked down.
"I love you, why don't you and I become boyfriend and girlfriend?"
She began to scoot back, deeper into the pile of bodies that was our group. Did the fucker take the hint?
Nooooooo.
He crawled forward and grabbed Fluttershy by her ankle. "Come sit on my lap, sweetie," he said as he began to drag her to his corner. She yelled in surprise, then screamed in fear, thrashing and trying to wiggle free. The other girls held on to her and it began a tug of war over her body. I jumped in by sliding next to her.
"Back the fuck off!" I screamed as I kicked him in the face. I kept at it until he yelled in anger. He let go of Fluttershy leg and attacked me.
"Fuck you, crusty cunt!" He said as he jumped on top of me and began to swing. His swung like a pussy, so his punches felt like nothing. I lifted my legs to his chest and shoved him off with all of my strength. He bumped his head against the top of the white van. and stumbled back to his corner like the little bitch he was.
"I'm gonna kick your ass!" He hollered as he lunged at me.
"Bring it, fat ass!"
The rest of the girls continued to huddle together, Applejack knelt in front of them and was the only one between them and the girls. The asshole’s lunge to me was stopped by the guy holding the door. He grabbed my attacker and pinned him to the ground.
"Stop, you autistic fuck! Page Pusher wants them in fuckable shape!"
Fluttershy began to cry as the other girls began to console her. Applejack and I guarded the other four, shooting glares of death.
"Do you think they forgot about us," Fluttershy sobbed, The rest of the girls looked uneasy at both her and myself.
Why the fuck are they looking at me like that?
I felt why. A small stream of tears was paving its way through my cheek.
Goddammit.
"Egghead, Jenna and Josh and Nas are probably on their way to find us. I believe in them. Until then we need to stick together and not let any of us leave the group’s sight. They are counting on us to keep it together, girls," I said as I wiped the tears from my face, my eyes still locked on the guys.