//------------------------------// // Timber // Story: Timber // by Amiss //------------------------------// we like to deceive ourselves with what we think we knew never questioning if the stories have a chance to be true I found that monster on that fateful night when it changed my life and offered _only_ plight the full moon was shining forest air cool and crisp not a bird was singing cloud cover only in a wisp I had been out camping with friends (a colt and mare) on the edge of Everfree stupidly without care I was gathering firewood from the wooded thick when I heard a strange noise as if the trees themselves would click I was partly nervous but imagination it was all not at the time knowing I was already in the beast's thrall I returned to the camp the wood strapped to my back it was getting late and my thoughts began to lack as I started the fire and we all sat by we talked and sang for hours till the fire began to die we entered the tent and went to bed with false security I lay down my head I was awoken at an hour to the smell of something foul a warm liquid dripped upon my head then I heard a low growl my eyes shot open just in time to see jagged wooden teeth as if from a tree it stared at me frozen but I could feel its warm air I jumped back startled breaking the beast's stare remembering my friends I looked for where they were the commotion of this monster was causing them to stir gathering my senses I knew what it was it was a vicious timber wolf yet not doing as one does I heard the colt awaken then a terrored scream the sound surprised the wolf (or at least that's what it'd seem) it tore from the tent as the mare awoke we all were stunned and silent for a while nopony spoke I heard from the near forest several howls ringing out then the sound of clicking as other timber wolves moved about they ripped into the tent then covered the walls with red my company was slain and I too would soon be dead I was able to dash out of a hole in the tent wall and saw the road to Ponyville was thick with those that appall I had to run to the forest this option not that great but it might spare me from those jaws of hate I heard them coming for me their claws raking the ground they were getting closer so I dared not turn around I stumbled and fell rolling into a slight cave and I knew it was quite likely that this would be my grave I felt some tainted joy as the wolves continued running past but then one didn't and the happiness did not last it stopped running so close to where I lay that I could smell it breathing a scent of rot and decay the sound of other wolves had long since gone by I knew this one saw me this I could not deny it turned its head to face me and I could see each glowing eye I expected not what happened for it began to cry I knew it not possible but the creature spoke it's voice not meant to do so for it came out in a croak " *I am not a monster* " the strange thing had said " *have you ever wondered what happens* " *to those the forest claims as dead?* " I still was frozen paralyzed by each word " *what I am is not by choice* " *and not what I'd have preferred* " " *the forest claimed my life* " its voice getting distressed " *where do the souls go* " *of those not laid to rest?* " " *the trees hold them* " *but cannot hold their mind* " *I do not know why I still have* " *these memories I can find* " " *I was once an earthpony* " *much like you are* " *coming 'bout a fire* " *with friends as it would char* " " *but then one night it happened* " *all my friends were killed* " *none of us ever had* " *a proper burial fulfilled* " I found myself no longer shaking feeling pained for what I'd learned but with all that'd happened more knowledge still I yearned "what is your name" I asked in self surprise but the wolf's attention snapped away towards my oncoming demise the other wolves returning just shells of who they were and though what had happened I knew death I'd not deter I tried to run away but my leg's pain was to great I just closed my eyes shutting out impending fate the next sound I heard was a shrill yelp I quickly turned to see the lone wolf had chose to help I clawed at the ground as I dragged myself away then the sun shone across the ground as Celestia made it day the wolves stopped their fighting and turned forestwards to flee leaving only the one who limped over to me the once elegant creature now had cracks and splinters all about and from deep jagged wounds a yellow liquid was oozing out it got within a yard or so I found I was the one to cry the creature seemed aware that soon it was to die "but why do you not heal?" I said in a sorrowed shout "other ponies say you can reconstruct "in the stories they tell about" " *we hunt during the night* " *for in day we meet our fate* " *I will not survive that long* " *and fear it is too late* " I struggled not knowing what to feel when the creature said " *my name... was, Carol Bell* " *and I ask you remember it after I'm dead* " I laid with the dying wolf despite being told to go until her breath stopped coming and eyes would no longer glow still I stayed with her on the now bright day until medical ponies arrived and forcefully took me away when I awoke next I felt no pain but from the heart and I remembered my campmates as they were torn apart I called a mare over to ask the way in which they'd been dealt but when she told of no bodies the comment worsened what I'd felt I lay discomforted each day until the next week I was let out I now had a mission and started asking about each day I went at it and finally a single mare did not respond to my questions with just a confused stare she let me in her house my questions obviously leaving her shook when from a chest she pulled an old dusty book the elderly grey mare gave a tear from her eye before finally asking me the simple question "why?" "I need to know more" I cried as feelings began to stir "Carol saved my life "and I owe it to her" the mare seemed phased but questioned not my word I couldn't help but wonder how she'd taken what she had heard she put the book on the table then showed me the spot a picture of a beautiful green mare who had long since been forgot _Carol Bell_ _and two friends_ _were camping at Sunset Look_ _when they met tragic ends_ the articles’ words left me daunted but the dam thing had given me what I had wanted I thanked the mare and took my leave but the sad mare stopped me for I had something to receive I thanked her and parted walking into the heat of day I knew what was needed and could not delay it was around two when I reached Sunset Look I was searching about and with sadness I shook after an hour I spotted my sad prize for I'd found the spot Carol had met her demise I stood there before what of her remained the lonely skeleton left me quite pained the sound of movement snapped away feelings distraught but the source made me question what I'd thought a timber wolf was approaching filled with familiar scars Carol was living as a blessing from the stars " *I buried your friends* " her voice came out strained " *but can't touch my own body* " and that left me pained "I've come to do it for you" I said with a choke "I'm so sorry what happened" tears formed in her eyes as I spoke after a while I'd dug a proper hole one to be used to finally put down that soul with the bones inside it the grave welcomed what it would be when I remembered the item the old mare gave to me I pulled out a locket that shone in the day and image of Carol would be by where she lay by the time she was buried I was thrown into fright for now we were alone here in fast approaching night the wood body of Carol fell to the ground replaced by a green mare from which light shone around the beautiful mare from the picture started drifting away towards the dirt grave where she would lay she turned to look at me a tear blossomed from her eye her words "thank you so much" caused me to cry I was joyous yet confused at what I could now see for what I'd assumed was not how it'd be I thought my actions would lay her to rest but the logic I'd formed began to contest instead of disappearing she was here to stay but when she came back to living twas after the death of the day she seemed as surprised and started questioning but got lost as something hit her gaze I turned to view what she was seeing when I saw it I was filled with dread for where she'd just come from was no longer dead I still cannot remember quite how we got away but I write this in your memory for memories of you I'd replay we lived there after together till I lost you to old age I am struggling without you so I put my mind upon this page I don't regret any pain or what I've gone through but wait for and welcome death to once again be there with you...