//------------------------------// // Dream // Story: Perspectives // by Polarity //------------------------------// I've woken up. The sound of shifting growth welcomes me. I see the stars, glimmering like a shattered mirror. The edges are encompassed by Tall shadows, their silent stance shifting in the breeze. I feel like I need to do this. I need to bury a part of myself Here. Here; And paint the memory. I'm standing there, here. I dig down with my bare feet. Shifting aside that which has been there for Ages, for what will only be there temporarily. I've done it. I've buried that which binds me here, there. 2 inches 2 inches in the soil. Just enough to cover my feet. I feel myself cooling. This fire that lights my soul is starting to merge with the ancient fire of this place. All through that which kept me there. I can't help but wiggle my toes in the soil. It brings me memories. There is a soldier buried here. His green fatigues soiled. Whatever memories he had are long gone. Or do they linger still? When I pick up his little body, I feel his story. There is no definition to life. Only what you bring to it. And for him, it was Joy. I hold him up to my face. He is green, surrounded by gold. I'm looking at a shimmering river. I've buried my feet in the loose soil. A bird, bright red, scarlet. It has landed beside me. We look at each other. He is surrounded by gold. The moon is so bright, tonight. The light warms my soul. "Hundreds of thousands of people are looking at the moon right now, with you." My mother would tell me. I would feel contentment for a moment. But then, the inevitable realization. How many of those thousands have no one? How many are wandering the darkness, looking? Aching with the deepest part of their soul, hoping to find them. Their one. So give up. I am. Is that so? They why do I see that silk thread? That thread that hangs, connecting mind to hope. I can't bring myself to cut it. Small as it is. He has no response for me. Nothing is my answer. I throw my heart there. I feel it tearing from my body. Connected solely by that silk string of hope. Maybe. Maybe someone else with a soul worth feeling. Maybe they will feel mine. See it there. You can see the hole it leaves on the moon. Maybe they'll find me. A cry, like a woman screeching echos over the forest. Shaking me out of my reverie. A shadow flits over my eyes. A bird flies between the moon and me. Must have been coyotes. Better light the fire and sit. It's as good a time as any to empty the mind, and feel.